I jsut don't know about life right now...I know all of my journal entries have been very negative lately, but i'm just not happy. I want to die...but not in a death sense...i actually want to curl up in a ball and disapear for a while. I would never kill myself. I htink i'm just over pressured with a bunch of shit. I want to have fun like ( Read more... )

This is the best day of my life!!!! I just talked to MIke Wood!!! It was delightful! We talked for like 45 min!! i lvoe that boy. I wish he hadn't moved!!! I'm goin got go visit hi over my spring break i think!

I just took the hardest dance class of my life!!!! Maddy and I went to see if we could add jazz since we dropped Italian. The lady said "just take the class today and i'l sign your papers to add it at the end of the class." So we start warm-up. We do this bouncing thing that maddy and i sort of understood...but then we went into this other wierd ( Read more... )

Too much school work!!! I'm going crazy!!! These next three months are going to be hell. I have to take the ACT's on the 25, then i have to start applying for schools.... I REALLY WANT TO GET INTO CHAPMAN!!!! NO, I NEEEEEEEEEEEED TO GET INTO CHAPMAN!!!
Goodnight!!!
**AMANDA

Friday is Erica's birthday. Maddy and I are going to help at her party. I'm so excited. I'm going to get Erica The Apprentice, the game for her present. I think she'll love it ( Read more... )

Last night I had a crazy dream that I was being attacked by red ants. It was the kind of dream where you actually feel pain. It was just odd ( Read more... )

I'm going to see paparazzi with Daf today!!!! Then we're goin gto movie hop into Napoleon Dynamite!!!! I'm so stoked. Erica's birthday in on friday and i have no clue what to get her!!!!! She's turning 13 so it's gotta be good.

So I'm going through my mid-mid life crisis. I turn 18 in 18 days and am really not looking forward to it. Okay yes i get to vote and by lotto tickes, and porn and go to strip clubs (big whoop), but i just don't want to grow up. I know it's just like another day in my life but i still just don't want to be considered an "adult" I'm so bitter ( Read more... )

I made $165 babysitting these past three days!!! Life is great and Italy is looking even closer!!!

So this weekend was great...On Saturday I went with Maddy and Sophia to the city and we went on th Cabel Cars. Good times. Then we went to the Rain Forest Cafe...Evenmore good times ( Read more... )