what a day. i really dont even have anything to write about, and ellen, you can inform katie of that. however it is my firm belief that if someone is going to eventually hear about everything i say in here, they should just read it themselves. there doesnt need to be a middle man...thats how things end up getting distorted and such. but hey, ( Read more... )

so, tell me, are you just trying to give me something else to write about in my lj, the first thing thats not happy since, i dunno, you? you lead a sad existence if you believe that everything i write is somehow directed at you. that is extremely self centered. heres a thought, maybe be a real friend in the future to other people and be happy ( Read more... )

and you know, there are more people that read this than just you. if you havent noticed, i do occasionally get advice in the matters that you find so unbearable. also, this is somewhere where i can just write what im thinking to make myself feel better. if you hate what i write so much, stop reading it, its that simple ( Read more... )

sorry, quote from a bad movie. anyway, i just got invited to a football game. lets just say i hope we score...a lot. FANTABULOUS ( Read more... )

i couldnt stand not giving a damn anymore. i got so nervous with leah, i had to do something about it. nothing crazy...just a goodnight kiss, but it was good. one of those things that makes you get all tingly as you walk away, making you want to dance like an idiot, and then really hyper when you get in your car and drive home...no? just me? ( Read more... )

yeah, i should totally become a lot less apathetic if i actually want to get with any of these girls. i waste too much time saying, ah, fuck it, ill go hang with some friends tonight, and then they seem to lose interest and go date other people. i guess it works that i really dont care about much of anyhting though, cause when i find out theyre ( Read more... )

a few months ago i was totally into someone...well, not a few months ago, i dunno how long it was. it kinda just faded away, and i kinda forgot about it. now im finding that she is in fact bringing herself in closer. its strange, but im actually really enjoying it. were supposed to do a few things within the next few weeks, and im pretty ( Read more... )

she still reads this. heres the deal, if someone doesnt give a shit about you, doesnt want to be around you, doesnt care what you say, then why would they keep delving into your life the only real way possible? and i dont even write anything worthwhile ( Read more... )

heather is a super king kong mega mega beeyotch...ok im done ( Read more... )

propositioning ellen for sex doesnt work. also, waiting 4 hours for a class is no fun. also, the scc gets boring after about 2 hours.