"I'm so tired....I'm so tired of trying...It seems to me that maybe pretty much always means no. so dont tell me you might just let it go." - Jack Johnson ( Read more... )

what is wrong with me? why did friday night happen? why did i even go over to ian's house? why did i go into that room? why didn't i turn around and just say no? why didn't i say no at joseph's house? why? why? why? these questions wont stop running through my head like little gerbils with nothing better to do than drive me insane with the constant ( Read more... )

So I will be 18 in less than a week now, infact only 5 days. And I have come to a few conclusions. 1.) Jessica if you aren't going to be open to accepting the changes I have made to myself, not that they are all for you, then i am going to try and move on because obviously you can't get over the mistakes i made in the past. 2.) If you aren't going ( Read more... )

Last night was amazing...Ian and I are cool again. We had a good time at his house, well I did more than some other people. but yeah WOW...even tho i didn't get her phone number i will see her again sometime....maybe on my birthday :)

Well its surprising but this weekend has not been that awful. I got to surf with friends, hang out, and just have a pretty good time even tho i couldn't sleep over at nick's with carl and robbie. But yeah mischief, surfing, videotaping, and a little dinner conversation...good 24 hours. the people that were with us know what happend, it was insane ( Read more... )

Its amazing the things you think about when you are really really tired because you hate school, were confronted by your guidance counselor, played a golf match, and messed around on the tennis courts for an hour with Cali and stayed up an hour past your "bed time". So, I was thinking about girls and what good they are....well they are mostly of no ( Read more... )

Tristan, first of all I would like to say that im sorry how things turned out with Kris, damn that hoe needs some lessons in breakin up wit a nig, seriously. Tristan, im sorry that shit isn't going the way you want it to right now. Life is fucked up like that sometimes. I will always be your friend whenever you need me to or dont need me to. I will ( Read more... )

My computer is stupid and it wont let me post, so im on my other computer now and hopefully it will keep letting me post. This is basically just a test.

Ok, so I'm on vacation in south Florida with my family visiting some family. My grandpa and I try to go golfing yesterday, what happens? It rains. But it doesn't just rain, it rains for like 6 hours! Florida weather, gotta love it. So today we get up at 8 AM and go to the practice range to chip and putt, what happens? It rains again! So it rained ( Read more... )

School is such a waste of time! I just got done with 3rd period, physics, and all we did was watch this video on electricity and magnetism. That is the only class out of the 4 that I had today that we actually did something productive in. Why am I even here? I could be learning more sitting at home watching CNN or playing baseball with my friends. ( Read more... )