there's way too much red on that map...

KERRY/EDWARDS

i have my first driving lesson in an hour. and it's raining. :(((((((

i thought my first lesson was last thursday, but then it turned out it was next thursday (aka this thursday) so i changed it to this monday (aka today) and now it's RAINING.

this isn't meant to be!!!! :P

i'm on the computer playing solitaire pyramid (obsessed with this game) and "behind the music" is on, and it's about eminem.  they're playing tracks from his first album and.. it's fucking with my head.  that was "andriy time."  that was major drug time.  that was sadness time. 
i don't think i have any good memories attached to music.  all music i ( Read more... )

eXpressive: 1/10
Practical: 2/10
Physical: 1/10
Giver: 0/10

You are a RSIT--Reserved Sentimental Intellectual Taker. This makes you a Archetypal Older Child.

You are a hard nut to crack. You have a wicked sense of humor. Despite your reserved nature, you are more comfortable (and successful) in the meeting and courting mode than you are in a long term ( Read more... )

i always forget realworld!  :/

On the way to work out I was listening to NPR.  Terry Gross was interviewing John Lind, president and CEO of the Presidential Prayer Team. http://www.presidentialprayerteam.org  He urges voters to pray each day for President Bush and the nation, to hold prayer parties and to become members of his non-profit, non-denominational organization.  He ( Read more... )

I jinxed myself. I never say that. I jinx other people 'cause the whole system is shit. But there is no other [simple, non chemical/environmental/non intelligent] way to explain the past few days.

In therapy on Tuesday I was telling Christine that I really felt like my mood was stabilizing well.  I hadn't had any big swings for at least a week, ( Read more... )

i talked to holly on the phone the other day (thrusday i think) and i'd really like to talk to you about some of the stuff she said. she was like ranting about all this shit...

we have visitors, but they are leaving tomorrow, so hopefully we can talk sometime soon! sorry i haven't called!!!

i want to be a librarian. no, seriously. it's like, this realization i've had... what an awesome job. not in a school. ugh. school librarians are mean. in some big research library somewhere... or university library.. yay for books! lol ;)