But when you look back on the side-trip 10 years from now...lovelarkJanuary 17 2007, 21:09:51 UTC
Maybe it doesn't seem worth the hiatus, but if you'll excuse the SHAMELESS EMONESS, and shaina-lovefestiness of this (which I typically do NOT do, since I am not really a lovefest...I totally made that word up....type of person) erm..comment, I honeslty wasn't planning on making any social connections with anyone at ALL until Steve fucking Schroeder dragged me into fucking Forensics, and then suddenly there's an impressive girl with a BRAIN (oh that unlikely thing) and ambition and...holy mother of God, self respect, and then I'm re-thinking this deliberate self-alienation thing I've got planned for the next year.
So, maybe it blows right now, and it does. Brandon is hundreds of miles away, it's cold, flat and dreary up here, and it's fucking boring- but when you look back on right now maybe there's a thing or two you learned about yourself amidst the solitude and the self-reliance. I'm impressed with who you are.
Re: But when you look back on the side-trip 10 years from now...nydancersahJanuary 17 2007, 22:38:39 UTC
First of all, love the icon! LOL I would TOTALLY do that...
Secondly, thank you. You may very possibly be my *only* reason for keeping any sort of contact with this part of the world. lol Self-alienation was something that appealed very much to me, that is, until the forensics scene came into my life as well. I didn't leave the apartment last year except very rarely and with someone I'd prefer not to mention here lol My life seemed completely devoid of ANY intelligent conversation at all outside of my computer screen. I'm not used to conversing with women, because, quite frankly, many of them scare me with their incessant stupidity. You, on the other hand, scare me only in that I can rarely keep up with you. lol It's a nice change! Thanks for the shameless emo-ness. ;-) It's very much appreciated.
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So, maybe it blows right now, and it does. Brandon is hundreds of miles away, it's cold, flat and dreary up here, and it's fucking boring- but when you look back on right now maybe there's a thing or two you learned about yourself amidst the solitude and the self-reliance. I'm impressed with who you are.
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Secondly, thank you. You may very possibly be my *only* reason for keeping any sort of contact with this part of the world. lol Self-alienation was something that appealed very much to me, that is, until the forensics scene came into my life as well. I didn't leave the apartment last year except very rarely and with someone I'd prefer not to mention here lol My life seemed completely devoid of ANY intelligent conversation at all outside of my computer screen. I'm not used to conversing with women, because, quite frankly, many of them scare me with their incessant stupidity. You, on the other hand, scare me only in that I can rarely keep up with you. lol It's a nice change! Thanks for the shameless emo-ness. ;-) It's very much appreciated.
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