Post anything you want, but be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Anything is okay: a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, your opinion about me - anything.
I feel like I'm at a point in my life where I have to make a choice, and I'm pretty sure I know what I should choose. I'm also pretty sure I'll never be brave enough to choose it. And I'm afraid the time for choosing will be over soon.
I feel like all of my friends, minus a few, hate me. I feel like they are all generally fed up with my personality and don't want to hang out with me at all. I have been having romantic problems lately and have talked to my friends about it a great deal and I am afraid they are all sick of it. I don't know what to do, I just want to be happy.
We used to write beautiful letters to each other. I think I might have been the one to drop the ball. I'm sorry. I feel like my life is so fucking straightedge. I miss being close to you.
Hee, I'm going to be elusive-- not because I don't want you to know who I am, but because it is simply more fun to reveal my identity through clues and guessing! Clues then: 1. Yes, I am on your friends list, though I'm not on LJ often 2. We met at nbtsc 2004 3. I still have the lyrics of Lean on Me as you wrote them and doodled around them and sent them to me in a letter a long time ago. 4. Last time we talked we were discussing the clique-y-ness of nbtsc and I was wondering how to change that.
ahh kelsey! ::grins:: i swear you were my first thought/guess, but then i was like, "come on, would kelsey really say, 'i'm so fucking straightedge'?" but apparently yes! how are you!? i'm so writing you. i miss being close to you too, a lot.
i don't remember who dropped the ball on the letters- it's equally likely that it was me. in fact, i think it was me. so it's my turn to write you, i'll get on that!
"I feel like I always need so much and never give enough"
I feel like that too. Like, I'm always the one crying on someone’s shoulder, but I don't have anything to offer - nothing to give when other people need help.
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if you don't feel like revealing your identity, how about giving me a clue, eh? ::winks:: are you on my friends list?
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Clues then:
1. Yes, I am on your friends list, though I'm not on LJ often
2. We met at nbtsc 2004
3. I still have the lyrics of Lean on Me as you wrote them and doodled around them and sent them to me in a letter a long time ago.
4. Last time we talked we were discussing the clique-y-ness of nbtsc and I was wondering how to change that.
Now, who am I?
I Love you!
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i don't remember who dropped the ball on the letters- it's equally likely that it was me. in fact, i think it was me. so it's my turn to write you, i'll get on that!
much love, beautiful girl
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My Grandmother is dying and I'm mostly not emotionally affected.
My dad almost died and I was frightened, but I'm afraid I didn't really ... care. And I don't really care for a better relationship with him either.
I don't really know what to do with myself.
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I feel like that too. Like, I'm always the one crying on someone’s shoulder, but I don't have anything to offer - nothing to give when other people need help.
I also feel unskilled. A lot.
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