So yeah...been a while...been really fuckin busy. If you wanna keep up with me better then go to www.myspace.com/nyhel I have more to do there so it actually gets updated. Thats all...someday I might be back here....

You still haven't figured it out yet? HA! Blessed is returning!!! FUCK YEAH! Signs of life have begun to emerge and rumor has it there may be a revamping of sic seduction somewhere in August...so fuckin long to wait...but I'll be ready with war paint and blood for the festival...God I love it ( Read more... )

Poof...ello little ones...today is slowly seeming a good turn...the bed is warm the air is cool and damp the lights are off...I might rest today...for a while at least. I have but a few errands to accomplish and then its the easy chair for this bag of exhaustion. I haven't slept much in the past 2 days...but for some reason I'm all awake and ( Read more... )

...when I don't believe that I am real ( Read more... )

Glory day! Terri's dead! Now she can rest in peace and the nation can move on to more pressing issues...and leave the sick and their families to mend themselves...

...I'd also like to add that catholics are fucking retards...almost worse than mormons...there is a fine line between loving God and going too far...dumbasses

~ciao~

This is rather interesting...and yet at the same time, sadly, rather stupid. The whole thing with Terri Shiavo (however the hell you spell it) is getting fuckin ridiculous. First off who the hell does Bush think he is trying to intervene in a matter the doesn't even concern him? Where does he get off stickin his 2 cents worth in where it's not ( Read more... )

Good news!! I'm switching positions at my job! YAY! That fuckin rocks!! Anywho...I'm also gonna look into shoeing for horses...it pays well if ya know how. There's my 2nd job during the day...hooray for extra cash! My bigass horsey is doing rather well...I have yet to run him...but I'm a little worried about doing so in the pasture seeing as the ( Read more... )

Wow...it's been a little more than a day since I dealt with that fuckin idiot and I still feel the rage...I should crack my bottle of Bacardi's finest upside his freakishly small head and piss in the wound...that would kick ass!!

~ciao~

The last few days have been good...I mean, I've been sick for a week now, but it's alright. The apartment is coming along rather nicely...we got some new stuff and more is still on the way...for the first time in my life I've looked around the place I live in and said to myself, "damn...look at how nice this is...this place is fuckin beautiful"...I ( Read more... )

So I'm somewhat confused right about now...lately the thought has been passing through my mind with increasing frequency that I might be, in fact, dead. Sounds weird and all but it almost makes sense...that would explain why I haven't been bleeding whenever I get cut, and why my memory is fading...and it would explain the whispers and weird sights ( Read more... )