Saturday

[nymboline]

I want to take all my feelings of jealousy, bitterness, loss and longing and stuff them into a bottle. I'd cork that bottle, get to the sea and throw it away. I don't care if the bottle breaks on the rocks of some distant shore, as long as it is very far from me. I just don't want those feelings inside anymore. I want them gone, far away. I'm sick

Comments

[toliveistohide]

Wouldn't it be nice if we could bottle up our emotions and send them out to sea? It's a great thought. If you find out how to make it work, let me know. :) Until then, feel better and I hope you are having good days. Take care! ♥

[nymboline]

Thank you.
And if I do find a way, maybe develop some kind of "Bad Feeling Be Gone" spray, you'll be one of the first to know. ;)

I hope your holiday season has been great so far, and that it'll get even better. :D
Take care!

[toliveistohide]

Awesome, thanks! (:

My holiday season has been no short from awesome and I can't really complain. I hope yours is doing well too and that it gets better. Have a great day!

[dreams_glider]

I hear you buddy. it is not easy. I just want peace too and I want to meet the right person as well, but I don’t want to deal with insanity to get there. There must be a short cut somewhere and somehow. :)

[nymboline]

I'm not talking "Here's your straight-jacket, one size fits all. Your meals will be brought to you on a plastic tray"-type insanity.

More like the crazy goo that comes with falling in love. It's not all bad crazy.

"Love makes you do the wacky"

[dreams_glider]

oh, that kind of insanity. hehehe. no, that is fun. maybe wacky, but fun. :)

[fading37embers]

You know...strangely, nearly half of my friends have been/are still experiencing the feelings you have. For years onward also. That's why people say, 'The first cut is the deepest.' And even though I have not yet been in a relationship, I personally exhibit those feelings for the impossibility of 'working it out' with a certain person. Of course I do not want those feelings close to me, especially when I am alone, but otherwise I found out if I don't face them, then they'll just brood inside of me and become stronger, even though emotionally I feel numb. Sorry this is off-topic. I don't really know what to tell you. But I do know it's unhealthy to hold so much emotions inside. Usually I write my feelings out, or if I am unable to, I put them into music and art, to distract myself maybe. There is not much to do other than being patient for the moment, but I'm sure the right person will come for you. Sooner or later.