every once in a while i have a light bulb, which is really just a realization that there is no bulb

[nyodene_d]

i have a hard time confronting truths about myself, specifically when a friend points that out to me. i'm not talking about "bad" things--those are easier to deal with. i think "bad" things are just concentrated refined architypes that no one person can ever wholly be, which makes them easy things to rationalize through. obviously, if someone calls

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[sunnylove]

at your funeral I'll just stand in silence when they ask me to talk about you.

I was always really disgusted when I heard priests or mom's or anyone really talking about their loved one up on that podium when they died. Just because I thought it was a hideous understatement.