I don't know how much longer I can keep this up. I'm emotionally, phisically, and mentally exhausted. The nightmares are just getting worse. And I have no idea how to stop them. They just keep coming, becoming more vivid every night. And i'm alone. always alone. heh, story of my life ( Read more... )

The nightmares are back ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to... oh screw it ( Read more... )

Yup. sitting here in the comp lab @ college...not much going on. still debating on whether I want to major in Graphic arts and Animation, illustration, or costuming. I'm leaning toward Graphic Arts and Costuming with minors in fashion design and illustration. I think that would cover it nicely ( Read more... )

All I feel is empty ( Read more... )