Title: Insecurities
Author: Nyrok5 A.K.A Kezz
Rating: PG-13
Warning: NONE
Length: Oneshot
Pairings: Kemaru
Genre: Romance, Fluff, Drama
Disclaimer: Oh god I wish I owned them, I own the plot
A/N: Um... This Is My First Kemaru Fic.
Summary: Kevin feels insecure and Kibum is there to comfort him.
“Kibum-ah?” Kevin asked meekly.
His band mate looked at him from the couch he was currently residing on. He noticed Kevin’s eyes were slightly red and puffy and it instantly clicked in his head.
His baby had been crying.
“Kevin what’s wrong?” Kibum asked concernedly.
The younger boy let his gaze fall to the ground as he wrapped his arms around his stomach. He didn’t feel right, he felt sick and disgusted with himself. He tried to make it better, he truly did but he just couldn’t. It wasn’t working and it was scaring him. He just wanted it to stop, he didn’t want to loathe himself anymore.
Kibum reached his arms out and pulled the younger boy onto his. He wrapped his arms tightly around the younger’ small waist. Kevin buried his head in Kibum’s chest, his tears freely falling from his wide doe-like chocolaty orbs.
“Baby you have to tell me what’s wrong,” Kibum pressed, his voice shaking a little. He had never seen his younger best friend like this before and it was scaring him more than he’d like. They’d been friends for almost five years and never once had he seen Kevin in such a state.
“H-Hyung… I f-feel sick,” Kevin murmured, burying his head further and further into the other’s warm chest.
“Do you need to be sick?” Kibum quicklyplaced his hand on the younger’s forehead.
“I vomited,” Kevin mumbled, his tears soaking the black t-shirt the older was wearing, Kibum tightened his embrace hating the feeling of being helpless. He didn’t like feeling helpless when his best friend was hurting so deeply.
“Where does it hurt?” Kevin shook his head. “Baby, tell me where it hurts?”
The younger pulled away a little looking up at the other only to press the older boys hand and place it on his heart, mumbling an almost incoherent reply through the sobs racking his small frame.
“K-Kibum-ah… I-I’m… u-ugly right?” Kevin asked uncertainly.
Kibum looked at the younger incredulously, not believing a word coming from Kevin’s mouth. He didn’t know where this was coming from and it was frightening him in more ways than one.
“Why would you say such a thing?” Kevin looked at him shamefully.
“Be-because hyungs are all handsome and pretty, all of them are skinny and have muscles. You are skinny and have muscles unlike me. I’m not like you guys, I’m not skinny or good-looking,” The raven confessed in complete shame.
Kibum sighed before pushing the younger off his lap to lie back on the couch. He could feel Kevin’s gaze focused on him but he didn’t stop. He needed to show his best friend that his boy was nothing to be ashamed of. Because in Kibum’s eyes Kevin’s body was beautiful, he was just right amount of squishyness.
Pushing Kevin’s large t-shirt off of his torso, only to leave it bunched up at Kevin’s neck. The younger tried to push Kibum away, fright taking over the sickening feeling in his stomach and heart.
“Kevin don’t,” Kibum paused as he positioned himself over the younger boy’s body. “Your body is beautiful, Kev. It’s soft and squishy and creamy. It drives me crazy.” Kibum placed a soft kiss to the soft creamy skin of the other’s stomach
He placed trails of sweet, gentle kisses on the creamy flesh. Letting his tongue come out to greet the small erected nubs on Kevin’s chest earned him a soft needy whimper.
“I love you Kevin, you are perfect in my eyes,” Kibum confessed pressing his lips to Kevin’s lips in a chaste lips.
“I love you to, and I’m only perfect in your eyes because you see me.”
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Hey, this is my first Kemaru fiction.
I hope you enjoy.
Comments are love <333