(FIC) Dance With My Heart Chapter 3: First Encounters

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Chapter 3:

“Are you okay?” The older, he now knew by the name of Doojoon, asked worriedly as he rubbed circles on the hunched over boy’s back. They had been in here for the last half an hour crouched around the toilet bowl while Gikwang emptied the contents of his stomach for the second time that night.

“Real attractive, huh?” The younger raven joked, pushing himself up from the toilet bowl only to almost fall back to the ground.

“Woah, why don’t you just lie down before you fall down,” Doojoon said, the teasing tone lacing his voice causing the younger to roll his eyes, helping the younger boy from his en suit back to his bedroom before pushing him onto the bed.

Gikwang groaned and tried to resist, he really should find somewhere else to stay tonight. He couldn’t stay with some random boy, even if that boy happened to be handsome and more caring than anyone he’s come across in a very long time. And for once it didn’t seem like this person didn’t want to get into his pants. It was nice.

“I ca-”

“Yes, you can. Now sleep,” Doojoon said sternly, pulling the cover’s up over the freshly showered younger boy who was now snuggling deeply into the bed smiling sleepily and Doojoon couldn’t help the thought that smacked him right in the face: This was the cutest thing he has ever seen.

There was no way he could deny it not even if he tried and boy did he try to ignore the facts that continued to pile up in front of him. Gikwang was beautiful. Not in the girly sense, although Doojoon did note some of his behaviour was girly however it was cuter than any behaviour a girl could pull off, but in a manly sense. The plump pouty pink lips, his almond shaped dark eyes that turned crescent shaped when he smiled, the defined muscles that rippled whenever he moved, his tousled hair that looked like he had just gotten out of bed only with a little more styling added to it, the way words flowed from his mouth, it didn’t matter what words just the way he spoke was beautiful to Doojoon.

“How the hell am I supposed to sleep in the same bed as you and not make you mine?” Doojoon asked himself softly when the raven’s eyelids slid shut.

Stripping himself of the sweater he was wearing the brunette walked over to the other side of his bed and slid under the heavy covers, trying not to make a sound or too big a movement that would disturb his companion who had already fallen into dreamland.

Swallowing the lump that had formed in his throat Doojoon glanced at the clock, only reading ‘2:56pm’ before letting his gaze travel to the other boy in his bed who had turned his back to him. The doona cover was pulled all the way up to his neck although it fell down further on his back, revealing a tan expanse where the white wife beater he was wearing didn’t cover.

God, how he would give anything to be able to touch the soft looking caramel skin right now.

“Shit, this is going to be one very long night,” Doojoon cursed unhappily as he lifted the blanket slightly to peek down at his lower region that had already tented largely. He was so sexually frustrated right now.

“Nnn.”

The older hesitantly dragged his eyes over to the younger raven that had flipped himself onto his stomach his gorgeous face turned towards Doojoon with lips parted as small noises continued to escape his mouth.

‘Fuck,’ the taller cursed internally feeling the urge to bang his head against a wall when the small and not so innocent noises continued to exit his lips freely.

Ignoring his mind’s comment of ‘you are so going to hell’ he quickly slid his hand into his track pants before sliding it under the waistband of his briefs and gripping the hard flesh tightly. A slight gasp fell from his lips when his cold hand touched his heated skin before he slowly began moving his hand up and down praying to any god that was in heaven that he wasn’t going to wake the younger with his ministrations.

Gikwang shifted a little before letting his eyes flutter open, he had been having one of those dreams again. The ones where he was reliving his first time, the ones that made everything feel so real again, made every painful movement feel so realistic and made every frightened emotion swim in his chest flooding every atom of his body.

His eyes darted around for a few moments, readjusting to the darkness he had only just evaded before coming to rest on Doojoon. His teeth were clamped down on his bottom lips stopping any attempt of moans running out of his mouth and the blanket was moving up and down in quick jerky motions.

Along with the exhilarating urge to watch the older boy’s movements came the same worry that this was going to be like every other time. Like the times that left him broken. Pushing the disturbing thoughts to the back of his mind Gikwang pushed himself up onto his hands and knees with his non bandaged hand. Doojoon noted the movement and abruptly pulled his hand from around his painfully hard erection and feigned sleep not noticing that the younger boy had already caught him red handed.

Gikwang threw the blankets off of them revealing the large bulge in the older boy’s pants. He noted the way Doojoon’s eyes flew open staring at him as if he was crazy. Clenching his bottom lip in between his teeth the younger raven willed his trembling hand to reach out and grab Doojoon’s, dragging it lightly towards the pair of pyjama pants Doojoon had let him wear.

“Wha-”

The taller boy was cut off when his hand made contact with the material covering the other’s awakening member. Gikwang didn’t even have to say anything for the other teen to start rubbing the flesh that was growing and heating up under his ministrations.

A long high pitched mewl escaped the younger’s throat as Doojoon continued to tease him mercilessly.

“Unngh~! D-Djoon! Hah...nngh s-stop.”

The older teen’s hand instantly flew from the hot flesh beneath his hand, his eyes enlarging and his expression distorting.

“Hah… d-don’t worry,” Gikwang panted as he lifted one of his legs to straddle to other’s waist. By this time his body was shaking uncontrollably, the anticipation and fear mixed together was like a tsunami inside him but if this was the only way he could repay the generosity of the other boy so be it.

“You don’t have to do this,” Doojoon whispered reaching his fingers out to brush away the few strands of hair that had fallen in front of the other raven’s face although they fell back in front of his eyes a few short moments later.

“I-I want to,” Gikwang muttered nervously, looking down at the older boy beneath him staring up so lovingly made his nerves become almost unbearable as he kept himself propped up on his knees.  His body continued to tremble as Doojoon dropped his hands to his small waist. “I-I’m loud,” He stated softly, the heat clinging to his cheeks as he turned his face away in embarrassment.

“Don’t be embarrassed, it’s nothing to be ashamed of. Just out of curiosity though, how loud are we talking?” The older asked, the teasing edge in his voice returning as his fingers stroked up and down on Gikwang’s hips.

“Uhm… let’s just say your neighbours will be complaining in the morning,” Gikwang muttered nervously, an awkward chuckle escaping his lips before his attention was brought back to Doojoon when he felt the grip on his waist tighten.

Fear flickered through the younger’s eyes as he stared down at the other whose eye’s never left his own. The lust was there, burning hot and raw, but the soft caring clouded the lust burning in his dark orbs. Gikwang let his teeth find his bottom lip as his good hand reached out and ghosted across the older boy’s lips. Doojoon’s lips weren’t full like his own but to Gikwang they were the softest lips he had ever touched, they were also the gateway to the most caring voice he had ever heard. In that moment he decided he liked Doojoon’s lips, not because he wanted to feel them against his own but because they spoke to him so gently and with so much kindness.

Swallowing the lump that formed in his throat Gikwang swooped down quickly, pressing a soft, short kiss to the older boy’s lips before retreating praying that the blush that had formed on his cheeks wasn’t visible in the darkness.

Doojoon looked up with large eyes, trying to figure out if the cute blushing boy atop him did indeed just kiss him, if his first romantic intentioned kiss was stolen. His question was answered when the younger’s heated erection grinded against his own frustratingly hard member.

Not being able to control his pleasured noises Gikwang threw his head back allowing a deep groan to escape his lips. The sight in front of him caused the older teen to harden further although he didn’t think that was possible. Grunting unhappily because Gikwang was just staying still, his body was continuously quivering uncontrollably, his chest rising and falling rapidly while his lips stayed parted. The boy atop him was so breathtakingly beautiful it was unbearable for him to stay still, to not ravish him until it was so clear that this boy was his.

Tightening his grip further on the small hips of the younger Doojoon flipped them over to he was hovering over the other who was staring up at him in a mixture of confusion, fright and lust. “S-Sorry if I scared you,” The brunette mumbled placing a quick peck on the younger’s lips hoping that it would reassure him that everything was alright and he would stop at anytime if he wanted him to.

Gikwang forced a smile onto his lips as he felt the warm hands trail down from his waist, squeezing his ass firmly before gripping his thighs and pushing them up to lock around his waist. A victorious smirk formed on his lips when Gikwang let him wrap his legs around his waist. Getting into the mood of it the raven lifted his trembling arms and wrapped them around Doojoon’s neck tightly. The fright was still there, in the back of his mind like a lingering nagging feeling that would let him go. But he had to repay back his debt and he had already decided that if this was the only way then he had to do it.

Crashing their lips together Doojoon began grinding his hips against the younger’s clothed erection sending both of them into a series of moans. The older licked a trail across the other’s bottom lip asking for his much wanted entrance that in his panic frozen state Gikwang gave easily, his whole body turning rigid as Doojoon continued rocking his hips back and forth.

Pulling away from the raven the older looked down with concerned filled orbs, remorse instantly flooded his mind as he gazed down into the tearful eyes of the younger boy below him. He felt like the worst person on Earth right now and the fact he had seen how scared the other boy was before made his guilt even worse.

“I’m so sorry, I shouldn’t have done this. Fuck I’m so sor-”

“Don’t apologise. Please. J-Just cum… just… make me cum,” Gikwang whispered breathlessly as he clung to the older pulling him down flush against himself, hot droplets falling from his eyes slowly as he repeated the same words over and over inside his head.

‘He’s not him. He’s not him. He’s not him.’ The raven repeated inside his head over and over again, like a mantra that he couldn’t bear to stop repeating. Because he knew if he did all the memories would come back, they would flood his mind and he wouldn’t be able to escape them. They would trap him in their reality once again.

“No. Gikwang you don’t want it. I’m not going to force you,” Doojoon replied trying to pull himself away from the younger boy who just tightened his grip on him and pressed his lips against the soft tanned skin of the other’s neck.

Gikwang let his mouth work on Doojoon’s neck, licking and nipping at the soft smooth skin all the while his hands travelled down the other’s back and dragged the black wife beater off of his body revealing the gorgeous body for only Gikwang to see. Doojoon groaned throatily as Gikwang continued to suck on his skin harshly. The younger’s eyes travelled hungrily across the tanned expanse once he pulled away from Doojoon’s neck leaving a noticeable size love bite in his wake.

“Fuck you’re hot,” Gikwang panted, his lusty gaze growing hotter as his orbs trailed further down the brunette’s torso.

Doojoon bucked his hips against the raven’s eliciting another high pitched string of moans that was better than any symphony he’d heard. Ignoring his conscious’s cries for him not to do this he continued to grind his hips against the younger’s hungrily devouring the moans as he crashed their lips together in another bruising kiss. His hands travelled to Gikwang’s raven locks as he continued to rock back and forth evoking moans and groans from the younger boy who would swear to the ends of the earth that this isn’t the most pleasurable sensation he’s ever felt. That this wasn’t the most pleasure he’s ever had. He would swear it wasn’t but it was. Nothing… or no one has ever made him feel so hot and in need of release, no one has ever made him scream with so much pleasure.

“Nngh, h-hah… K-Kwangie… fuck… unnngh… I-I’m a-abo…” Doojoon trailed off before he all but ripped off the wife beater the younger was wearing and attacking his collar bone mercilessly, his fingers finding their way to pinch and abuse Gikwang’s erected nipples.

The younger could only scream pleasurably in response as his orgasm was fast approaching thanks to the handsome other overloading his pleasure drive. Dragging his blunt finger nails up Doojoon’s back Gikwang grasped the soft brunette locks of the older boy’s hair between his fingers before pulling his head up blindly and crashing their mouths together again.

Doojoon grinded his erection against the younger’s one last time as he came in a haze of white, the warm wetness evoking another mewl from Gikwang as his orgasm shot through his body causing fireworks to explode behind his tightly shut eyelids.

“Djoon,” The whisper escaped the raven’s lips almost inaudibly but the other heard it and couldn’t help but let a soft smile play across his lips.

The brunette let his head fall into the crook of the younger’s neck as his laboured breath slowly returned to normal. The raven let out a contented sigh as a smile slowly began gracing his plump lips, right now he couldn’t even give a fuck that he was lying in a pair of cum saturated briefs and sweat pants. All he could think was that this was the best he’s ever felt and he actually went through with it… and it felt good, hell it felt amazing.

Slowly ungluing himself from the raven Doojoon fell onto his back, his hand pulling the comforter up over them before he stripped himself of the soaked briefs and sweatpants and gazing shyly over at the younger who looked like he had fallen into slumber already. Letting a chuckle escape his lips the brunette tugged the younger boy’s briefs and sweat pants down before throwing them to some deserted corner of the room not caring where they landed.

Going with the urge to wrap his arm around Gikwang’s waist he pulled the raven to his chest all the while resisting the urge to grin like a madman. He pressed a soft kiss against Gikwang’s forehead before shutting his eyes.

“Thank you,” Gikwang whispered before snuggling into the other teen’s warmth hating the fact that he knew he had to leave before the sun rose.
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...um not exactly smut but hope you enjoy ^^