On Purpose

[nyuanshin]

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Since January I've been in the most perfect romantic relationship of my life. My days are spent doing whatever I want; in the evenings I get paid to cook and goof around. I've been connecting more with the people around me that lift me up and disconnecting from people that pull me down. I'm happy

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[hypnos7]

Is it merely irony, or do you feel any attachment to your current joyous situation?

[nyuanshin]

Both.

[ashaper]

Good luck.

[ferrouswheel]

Life's funny like that.

Strangely, I've also found that when I know I'm moving away from somewhere then it frees me to take risks and not care what people think about me... and usually this results in a more rewarding time with better relationships.

Anyhow, I hope you also find happiness where you eventually land.

[csn]

Very very resonant and equally true--and this is what I thought for sure was in store for me, as it has been, continually, up to last night--and now I am struggling with this when the cumulative attachments of others is taken into account. Perhaps I have cultivated myself too well; though there is probably an element of escape and rebirth to it as well. We are different. Both in nature and growth. Hm. Need to talk to you.