I guess I didn't guard myself well enough. He's leaving me before I even had time to take a breath. I knew something was wrong yesterday when he wasn't at work again. I had seen him that night and he wasn't sick anymore. I just figured that he was tired since I didn't leave his house till midnight, and he had to be up at 5, but no one would answer ( Read more... )

Hmm. This is odd. I had thought that chivalry was dead. Apparently a select few still contain it within themselves to be caring and step up as men. And by few I mean I found one. Things are wierd with tattoo boy. He is already mentioning that he may get a job in Utah, and then he goes...'ya know, that isn't too far from Montana' and I didn't think ( Read more... )

Lightening strikes a solitary woman
as she walks down Cave Creek Road

The energy soars within her bones
and sizzles her skin...

Causing that old tattoo (the one that says David)
to rise and the colors to blend together

And she thinks of him once again
for one fleeting moment before her heart stops.

So I went on a "date" per-say with a 27 year old last night. We talked on the phone for about 2 1/2 hours and then I went over to his house which is in Phoenix, and hung out for about 4 1/2 hours. That's a lot of time I think. I'm not really sure what to make of the situation ( Read more... )

So I am taking the first step in admitting that I have a problem...hahaha ( Read more... )

-- "Being vulnerable doesn't come easily to you, but right now it feels more natural than it has in the past. Instead of feeling exposed, you realize that someone can lend you a hand when you let them know you need it." --

This was my horoscope, I guess I should have read it before I went to work.

So I had a FUCKING CRAZY DAY ( Read more... )

It's weird down here I must admit. I work 9-11 hour days, and it's hard cause I don't know my way around. But a couple of the guys are really nice. I am the only woman...except a she-man but she doesn't count. Migeul is 23 and married with a baby, so we are close in age but that's it. Kenny is cool, he;s a wanna be tattoo artist, and 27, kind of ( Read more... )

I have that damn song by Shakira stuck in head! GAH ( Read more... )

Wow, so this is the oddest feeling ever. I found out yesterday that my Grandparents have forbid me to come to the Mother's Day dinner at their house on Sunday. Not that I wanted to go in the first place, but it's just weird. Like my mom let me come home, and everything is cool, or at least appears to be, and they are still mad at me. The part that ( Read more... )