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Life
I have a temperature of 102 at the moment so I am not sure if this is rational or rambling but everyone I know at the moment is in a varying state of distress or is ill for one reason or another.
When I see how stressed and isolated they are in their struggle for a small amount of happiness in their lives, when I see the pain and illness caused by ( Read more... ) -
Feeling Strange
Can't get onto my journal from home which is just the icing on the cake this weekend ( Read more... ) -
Hard work never hurts anybody, but why take the chance
I am sitting inside :(
On a beautiful sunny day
While others (who shall remain nameless.... dormarthAre swanning about at home in the garden ( Read more... ) -
Guilt
It would appear I cant do anything right!
(ooh never saw that one coming!)
if I show I have my own opinion about the slightest thing I am critisised
I get the burning martyr routine, like some petulant child
why does it always makes me feel incredibly guilty
How,,,,, please tell me ,,,,HOW does that happen?
I have come to the decision that alcohol is ( Read more... ) -
Night Out
What can I say about our night out???
dormarth went back to see some old work colleagues and I tagged along thinking it might be a giggle.
Well where do I begin about a group of judgmental; self opinionated; Intollerant; ignorant; biggots!
(In a minute I will tell you what I really think :p )
sorry dormarth I have never been made to feel so out of place and ( Read more... ) -
I really hate Holidays!
To give you some idea of how bored I am .....
Its only 7pm and I am already wasted
I spent most of the day re-writing the lost business plan
Then I went to kick seven shades out of
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I Hate Holidays
Well its only 3 days into the holiday and I already want to bang my head against a wall to relieve the boredom, and after tomorrow I will be alone in this rapidly expanding twilight zone called 'home' and I have no vodka left ( Read more... ) -
End of Term
Well I managed to fit through the hoops of my assessment yesterday, I really must try harder if I want to get sacked ( Read more... ) -
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I really didn't want to go to work today, but I wanted to stay home less ( Read more... )