Good for three things...
Men are only really good for three things:
Opening Jars, Reaching things really high, and Sex.
Well there is a machine that can open jars, and there is a thing that can reach things really high, and well we all know the endless variety of sex toys so, why do we keep men around anyway...
I have been stewing (cheeringcharms' definition) about some things regarding the hubby and I. Well some of it came out yesterday after we left his parents' house. We were there for his birthday. Most of what came out were the things having to do with his mother.
Now because some of it leaked on the way home I am upset. I am upset that I am upset.I am weary, worn-out, and drained about these things. They and my feelings about them are so close to the surface I have been really close to crying all day. Not an all out sob session. Just the teary eyes with a few leaking out. I just want to go and hang out with a friend and not think about it. I do not know what to do.
At this point I just want to have a good cry and I am ready to give up about it. I have talked to my hubby about it and like all fucking men they just don't do anything about it. Well I am tired and I will stop thinking that he will actually do anything about what we discussed. Nothing has changed. Just when I think you are doing something different you go back to the same thing as before. Like you don't give a damn. Well fine, I won't give a damn either and I will never again think you will actually care about this. I am done with trying to curb my feelings, and behaviors about this. I will not be ashamed or hide them any longer. I am really disappointed and will not hold out my hopes for you anymore. Fuck you T**. I always though that if you cared one bit you would do something about it. I just guess it just wasn't important enough. I am so damn angry, upset and disappointed. Can't wait to get home. Glad he is going to be out of town from Sunday to Wednesday. Good riddance, for now. Asshole. What makes it worse is that he does not even realize anything. Aghhh! Fuck him.