What is going on? Well I worked (Thurs-Sun) over 40 hours. I got about four hours of sleep that entire time. Rodolfo & I are both insane, literally. He doesn't let me sleep. I won my wedding contest today in class. Tomorrow is my last day of classes forever. I got a haircut, sort of. I still haven't heard from D.C. My house is a mess. The ( Read more... )

I'm going insane! Ah! I have hardly slept. I've had two anxiety attacks in the past two days. But you know what? It's ok. I'm fabulous.

"Que Fucking Loca!" -Rodolfo to me (about something crazy I said). Gosh, I love Spanish.

Washington D.C was great. I find out if I got the posistion by the end of next week. I am so nervous. I basically hung out with Mr. St. Francis (GM & COO) the entire time. I attended the event. The managers & staff were awesome. I hope I get the job because I felt so comfortable there. It's a great atmosphere. The chefs were insanely cool ( Read more... )

Just so everyone knows, I HATE my group for Ceremony & Protocol. Times ten.

Anxiety attack last night. Freaking out a bit. I have problems with trusting, feeling, & relationships. I have a bad feeling. My grandma is in the hospital. I have to be in class in four minutes. Oh shit.

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I feel so sick today. I wish it wasn't that way because it's the first time it's sunny out in like a week. Rodolfo & I drank a bottle of wine last night so I think that this is why I feel that way...plus the change in weather. Ugh. I feel so sick. I hate it ( Read more... )

I just got off th phone with the general manager at D.C. I am getting nervous/excited/anxious about the trip there next week. The night that I go there they are doing a huge event for the club's past presidents & he told me I am going to be able to attend the even as if I were working it. I have to dress the part of the manager too. I am so ( Read more... )

I am happy I worked this weekend even though I am tired to the max..I am happy to be there ( Read more... )

I ate PEAS for dinner.