Hmm so school is finally out :) Thank god ( Read more... )

Bla. Its definately going to be one of those entries, so id advise to stop reading now. Anyway i definately pretty much hate myself. I feel like such an awful person sometimes, Like I barely ever think before i act, If i dont like someone then im just a straight up bitch and thats probably a bad thing. Like last year me and kahlie hated eachother, ( Read more... )

this is awful.

I dont even know what to write. Im soo happy school is almost out. Today was our last full day of school. Thankkk god! Im so happy to be out. And tomorrow i go and get my first pay check. haha im stoked. Annd saturday i get to work 7-5. Lovely 10 hours right there. lol oh well, hopefully it wont be thhhaat bad. I just cant wait for the good weather ( Read more... )

So id just like to update and say that i had an awesome night for the first time in a loonng time without drinkin lol. Me, jon, mike, lexi, tj, lauren, ryan, nicole, nick, tom, went to zachs house. it was suchh a good time. we went in the pool and like overflowed the hot tub haha so much fun. and tomorrow night im goin to brittany lanzas. im really ( Read more... )

I meant to update yesterday.. But i didnt have time becuase I had so much to do... BUt Happy birthday nick <3!! LOoove you! 6-8-87 * 5-25-05

My boyfriend is the most amazing boyfriend in this world. I have never met anyone so amazing and so perfect for me. My life has changed so much since i met him, and its definately been for the better. I have never been this happy in my whole entire life. And i know its gonna stay this way. Theres no seperating us. Its me and him *Forever* Because I ( Read more... )

ITs been a goood weekend ( Read more... )

oh my goodness. juust thought id share what ive been up too lately besides all this nick stuff. I have actually had a few good nights.

Friday: I had my driving hours. yuck. Came home and packed then went to my dads, hung out for a bit then tj and lexi came over and then at 8 we went to jons. Had lots of fun there. played some pool, watched white ( Read more... )

So its true. I tried to tell myself that none of this happened and id wake up and it would all just be a dream. The wake was really hard to go through. I cant believe hes really gone. I miss him. I dont even know what to do with myself. Im probably gonna go cry myself to sleep. okay