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Damn it damn it damn it. I hate liking him. I hate liking guys, because I'm always know that I've got no chances with them. And then my self-esteem always goes down the craphole whenever I talk to them. Mainly because whenever I don't talk to them I start thinking about them and ugh. This just sucks. People that are uglier than me are in relationships. And i don't effing understand it. And I want to give up on this. But I don't know. I guess its one of those things that I can't and ugh. This just sucks so much. And Sarah, I should have taken your advice. Because now I'm a whiny angsty child. Shit, I'm PMS-ing aren't I?