I feel totally heartbroken over nothing at all.

also, maybe running away to grad school wasn't such a good idea after all.

Loneliness: check

Complete inability to get work done: check

Overwhelming longing to go to grad school right NOW: check

No fucking sheets because the only thing Peruvians do on time is close their fucking stores: doublefuckingcheck

21 seemed good while it was happening, but I don't ever want to do it again. I lost myself and all of my values and I think I became a person that I am ashamed of.

I guess now's as good a time as any to try again.

I only got to Lima on Thursday and already I feel excessively lonely. I'm giving it time, but in the meantime I find it very comforting to write to people, so I've been emailing and messaging like crazy. Getting here was fine, which was a good first step, and the housing situation is looking good, but Lima itself is positively overwhelming. It's ( Read more... )

I've been really quite excited by the prospect of going home for some time now ( Read more... )

If you're acting disintinterested because blase is just a thing you do, then you're doing a fantastic job. But if you really are indifferent, you need to tell me right now, because it is my belief that games are for children, and I know that at least I am an adult.

I am DONE with this fucking school.

When my grandmother died a couple of years ago, my grandfather asked me and my sister to take Grandma's books. I took all of her Pearl S. Buck, an amazing old copy og Evangeline, some collected works of Ibsen, and a copy of Ernest Hemingway's For Whom the Bell Tolls ( Read more... )

I think there is a real possibility that I have TMJ.

So, my engine overheated twice on thursday. I brought it to Independent Auto (which I love and highly recommend, by the way), and I've been bumming rides ever since. That's not really the point, however. The point is that the problem is a cracked radiator, which is going to cost be about $300 to repair. Now, as far as shit goin' wrong with your car ( Read more... )