I feel so fucking horrible.
I got mad at Tim for the stupidest reason.
I was so mad and being selfish...that I wouldn't even tell him why.
Cuz I felt stupid.
He doesn't deserve me.
I'm a horrible person.
I feel so bad right now..I'm crying.
I basically hung up on him.
OMFG I"M SUCH A FUCKING DOUCHE.
& This song is his favorite song on the new As I Lay ( Read more... )

Well. nothing really has happened.
but- yesterday Tim & Shelby came over.
woot. it was fun! =]
We watched this thing on ebaums called : RUBBER JOHNNY.
it freaked Shelby out so much.
then we did random shit with the video camera.
& yah...it was fun.
then after Tim left...
me & shelby decided to plan a bonfire at my house.
woot.
then we ate dinner & then ( Read more... )

haven't updated (again) in a while. whooops!

S u n d a y;; July 10
Um, nothing really.
Went to my neighbors && swam for the day.
then talked to tim on the phone for an hour or so.
then he had to go then he called back & we were talkin till 11 at night. =]

M o n d a y;; July 11
My first day of drivers training. YUCK!
it's so frickin boring. ew. i hate ( Read more... )

well let's see.
i haven't updated in a while.
so here's what's happened.

S a t u r d a y ; July 2.
I did...ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.
then later at night...i baby-sat my bro.
who is absolutley terrified because of tim & his ghosts.
rawr. =[]

S u n d a y ; July 3.
went to my gramma's.
she has a 4th of July party every year.
except this year she had it the ( Read more... )

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well today was great.
my mom took me to get a new bathing suit.
then since julie & davis were @ the wavepool fer parks & rec,
she took me out to lunch. yum. =]
then when i got home i called alison.
she was at the movies. she called back & we decided to go to 711.
we were craving slurpee's. =] yum-ness.
tim came along also. =] i love seeing him.
then we ( Read more... )

well..i dunno what's going on today..=[
it was raining...so i dunno.
i love when it rains. =]
it makes me happy.
im in a mucho bettero mood.
unlike yesterday. =[
i didnt wanna talk to anyone cuz i would just make them feel bad.
& it makes me feel stupid & mean.
especailly to TiM i'm sorry. =[
norma jean is a kick ass band.
i fucking love them!!
soo yah...
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well today i feel like shit.
i have nothing at all to do.
its like i have no friends.
no one ever fucking calls me to hang out anymore.
& your excuses are probly...but tim's always over.
WELL YOU WANNA KNOW WHY?
1)CUZ I FUCKING LOVE HIM.
2)NO ONE CALLS ME BEFORE TO HANG OUT.

kay. thats ur loss not mine.
i mean i wanna keep in touch with everyone over ( Read more... )

Well. on thursday i went up north & came back on sunday.
it was fun. =] i love going up there every year. it makes me happy.
then yesterday..tim came over. =] i love seeing him. lol.
& i think he's coming over again today.
yesterday we took davis up to cvs & got candy. lol.

JESSICA BECK!!!!--I MISS YOU SOO FUCKING MUCH! I wish you still lived in ( Read more... )

yah another new layout. i like it better =]

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