And all the roads that lead you there were winding

[o0wallflower0o]

Wow I have been bad at updating *slaps self* I hate when people have live journals and then never update-it makes me annoyed. This week I have done ALOT of work for my FIT portfolio...ALOT. I'm suddenly realizing that school is about to start and I better get my shit together or I'm fucked. I currently have 5 designs that I consider acceptable-and

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[mynocturne]

Jemma, first of all: I love you. <3

[o0wallflower0o]

awwww I wuvs you too! I think right now I'm just a ball of nerves. Everything is sort of coming down to the wire and in true Jemma fashion I'm having panic attacks...YAY! *glomps*

I know-the bird thing is scary-but it definitely gets creepier and more depressing. It's REALLY REALLY good though. I'm on episode 36 right now-and I love it.

[as_fonie]

"Um when I was little I liked Barbies...and they wore clothes...and I like clothes...so I want to make clothes.
^ that really made me giggle :D

but dont worry jemma, from what i've heard, you're a kickass, talented designer and the fact that you're scared is a good sign, because it means this is really important for you. so... *stops herself before she goes off in a rant about 'just do whats in your heart, blah blah blah'*

*cough* but anyways, the essay writing will go better than you think...

that was my encouraging pep talk... hope it helps a bit ^^

[o0wallflower0o]

hahahha good-I''m glad-I tried to make my paranoid freak out amusing! I know you're right, it'll all work out,a nd I'll get everything done. Jeeze I just got really scared and upset last night-I guess it's because sneior year is starting in 2 days-it sort of makes me feel like a kindergartener! But I feel better now.

[sweet_adeline_]

awwwww hemma!!!! dont be so scared/sad! you are an amazing artist/designer and you will be a wonderful fashion lady. and im sure there are people who go into fashion design for the wrong reasons [because they think theyre too stupid to do anything else or because they think it will be easier or something dumb like that] and thooooose people are the ones that are shallow and superficial and make it meaningless. but you want to do it because you love it! and because you always have--even when you played with barbies

[o0wallflower0o]

awww Talia Talia-thanks. You're right-I shouldn't care what stupid judgemental people think, I guess it's just because I know...SEVERAL people who want to go in to fashion who are stupid and superficial and annoying-so maybe thats making me paranoid?

Also you're VERY good at giving cheesy pep talks-which is good because I need alot of them right now! And next year will be incredible-we just have to have fun and enjoy it. Theater will be awesome this year too!

I wuvs you and *Kisses*

[kyraille]

Urrgh writing that biographical thing's got to suck. I mean, they basically want you to suck up to them and tell them why you're so wonderful and why they should let you in their school because you do stuff that they like. (I almost typed 'lick' there... maybe that'll cheer you up.... "I think you should let me in your school because I really really like to watch gay guys banging the hell out of each other in creative ways and creativity is good, right?") ^_~

Anyway, good luck with your designs and stuff and in a few years I'll probably be spazzing the same way you are because I think I wanta be a fashion designy person too. ^_^;;

[o0wallflower0o]

hahah yes I think that the gay angle is a SURE way in! hahaha-biographical stuff is a pain in the ass *bites it*

Thanks-thye're coming along pretty well. They're one of the few things that I actually feel confident about-so I guess that's good. I'm excited that you're thinking about fashion design! It's a really cool field to be in-you have a lot of directions you can go with it.