Time, time, time, we're no one - I mean, Nobody.
__BASICS:
- Given name: Would rather not share. I don't even particularly like the thing.
- Favorite nickname: Blue. I consider it more my name than anything else I'm called.
- Age: Teens.
- Appearance: Five and a half feet. Glasses. Slanted eyes. Short brown hair in a wavy bob, sometimes dyed, with bangs that cover whichever side of my face I prefer at the moment. An appearance and body type that would probably be as neither stereotypically masculine or feminine as my personality so I'm told if it weren't for my chest size. A frequently noted sly Mona Lisa smile with bizarrely pointed teeth whenever people make me show them. I dun like the way I look in pictures. Either I don't like the pose or think that the camera really has added ten pounds or I just don't look like me. "Don't tilt your head like that." "Get that hair out of your face." "Glasses on." "No, glasses off." "Show your teeth - that's no smile." Ugh.
__DESCRIBE YOURSELF:
- Mature/Immature for your age?: I'm told I'm mature for my age, but I have immature outbursts.
- Hobbies & interests: Acting, music, writing, reading (my favorite author is currently Stephen King), sketching, art in general, cosplay (particularly crossplay)
- Favorite thing about yourself: My intelligence/cleverness/creativity and acting/artistic ability are definitely two of my strongest points. I'm also boundlessly loyal and reliable toward those I think deserve it and I'm willing to stick up for myself, my friends, and my beliefs.
- The one thing you'd change: I've got a hideous temper and I tend to creep people out, and I'm very stubborn and opinionated with prima donna tendencies. I also have a huge ego, but hey, that's not always such a horrible thing...
- One quality you wish you had: A cooler head and an ability to tone down the creepiness. It'd be helpful if I could mix with others more easily. And being less paranoid would help me relax.
- What's something unique or special about you?: I sort of consider spiders (specifically zebra tarantulas, which are bizarrely gorgeous) to be "my" animal, the animal I most associate with myself. I also like rain and fireworks. I dislike harsh light, but I love ambience.
- Your greatest hope: I'm in a small, beginning band with a few friends... It should be obvious by the fact that I mentioned that what I hope. I'm our bassist, by the way.
- Your worst fear: Betrayal, disfiguration/disability, and premature death.
- Thing you want most: To achieve at least some of my ambitions, getting myself to a position of comfort, fulfillment, and happiness. Fame and fortune are definite pluses, as long as it's not a being-stalked-and-hounded-by-those-who-know-of-me kind of fame.
- One thing you love (& why): The arts, especially music. The reasons, I suppose, are complicated. I love beauty and creative expression, to begin with.
- One thing you hate (& why): Having my privacy/personal bubble invaded. I can be outspoken if something I feel passionately about surfaces, but all in all, I'm an introverted, private person to the point where people call me a recluse. I also hate noise pollution. Maybe it's a cause or result of my status as a musician among other things, but sound affects me.
__ZODIAC (& DOES IT FIT YOU?):
- Western: Gemini (Taurus depending on what version of the Zodiac you use, but I've thought of myself as a Gemini for a much longer time), and for the most part, yes. I do have two clear sides to my personality or rather moods, at least people say I do, which can change in a snap, and I'm a very creative and curious person. What I'm not is overly chatty or extroverted, which are apparently Gemini traits.
- Chinese: Dog, and yes, it most certainly does, almost every horoscope I've read fitting to the letter.
__FAVORITES (& WHY):
- Color: Blue. It has been ever since I was little.
- Quote/lyric:
Non-serious...
"My milkshake bringeth all the gentlemen to the yard
And they're like, it's better than thine
Verily, it's better than thine
I could teach you, but I must levy a fee."
Needs no explanation. XP
Serious...
Heck, several Garbage lyrics. X_X To offer a few...
"Somebody get me out of here
I'm tearing up myself
I've got to make a point these days
To extricate myself
Nobody gives a damn about me
Or anybody else." - Medication
It's the song I listen to most in depressive phases... I guess I sort of turned it into my "emo" song. XD
"This is the noise that keeps me awake
My head explodes and my body aches
Push it - make the beats go harder!" - Push It
I just frickin' love the song overall. I guess you could consider it one of my "crazy" songs. It can never be listened to loud enough.
"I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn't accidentally tell you that
I'm only happy when it rains..." - Only Happy When It Rains
This song I actually listen to not when I'm depressed necessarily, but when I'm relaxed. Or sometimes as a more in-you-face kind of thing if my family berates me for being morose, cynical, antisocial, or reclusive.
Really, there are many examples, most of them lyrics from various songs, so I guess I'll cut this short.
- Word: First thing that comes to mind this second? "Smirk."
__IF (& WHY):
- If you could be an animal, which would it be?: I'm most inclined to say spider, for reasons already stated. X_X I guess if I had to say something different - some sort of bird, some kind of corvid, maybe, seeing as they can actually fly (gamebirds are among my favorite birds, and they tend to stay on the ground) and are for the most part inconspicuous, so I could do pretty much anything I wanted. Maybe an octopus, since they fascinate me.
- If you could choose any profession (regardless of whether or not you actually have any talent for it), which would it be?: Rock star should be obvious by now. XD That or actress or writer.
- If you could choose, would you reside in the realm of Darkness, Light, or Nothingness? Why?: Darkness. I think it'd suit me a bit more than Light, and who wants nothingness?
__MISCELLANEOUS:
- You come across a few defenseless people being attacked by Heartless. What do you do?: Depends on what my impression of the people was. If I didn't like them or didn't like the feeling I got about them, well, they'd be screwed. Otherwise I'd probably try to help them out. It's not like Heartless are extremely hard to fight, and hey, gratitude can be useful. If they were people I knew and hated, though, I'd probably either stand around and watch or throw some kind of spiteful comment.
- You are attacked by Heartless. Is your will strong enough to create a Nobody?: Absolutely.
- Which member of Organization XIII could you see yourself as? (& why): Eh. That's what I'm asking you people. ;P
- How did you find this community?: Randomly looking for rating communities, really.
- Anything else you'd like to say?: Not at the moment.