No one is a Nobody
__BASICS:
- Given name: Jae Hee
- Favorite nickname: Jae
- Age: Fifteen years-old
- Appearance: Five feet tall (tiny, I know), dark brown hair that reaches mid back; a bit on the unruly side, as I rarely brush it. 'Small' eyes, also a dark shade of brown, and - according to some people - full lips but nothing too big. I sport glasses for seeing far. I'm somewhat tanned from having gone swimming so frequently in the past. In contrast to my height, my nails are long and strong. In short, I'm a wee little compact human being.
__DESCRIBE YOURSELF:
- Mature/Immature for your age?: Really, it's a mixture of both. As a bit of an introvert I get a lot of time to think when left alone, but my mature moments are often unseen otherwise.
- Hobbies & interests: Writing, reading, drawing, web designing, singing, and generally any media-related activities pertain to my hobbies and interests.
- Favorite thing about yourself: I believe I'm a relatively decent singer - I may not be able to perform in front of others, but just knowing that I'm not too terrible is good enough.
- The one thing you'd change: I work horribly and awkwardly under pressure. I'd like to build up on my self-esteem to be less shy and insecure.
- One quality you wish you had: In relation to the above statement, I'd say some solid self-confidence.
- What's something unique or special about you?: If I take a liking to something, I'll squeeze out every bit of information I can on the subject. Everything. If it's a character, I will know his/her background, height, weight, additional historical bits, and so on. They're not sad obsessions, no - what ever gave you that idea? On the other hand, I appear to be a suitable candidate for whenever a friend is looking for someone to confide in: I'm told I am a good listener and says the right things, no matter how truthful it may or not be - if something needs to be said for the better, I'll say it.
- Your greatest hope: Myself. I want to prove and be convinced that I am capable of doing what I strive for.
- Your worst fear: To lose everything I hold dear at an untimely moment, ranging from family and life to faltering grades. My academic performance is important for the future.
- Thing you want most: Aside from a successful career, settling internal problems within my family.
- One thing you love (& why): I cherish both literature and music. The former allows me to conjure up an idea or two in my head, whereas the latter helps me initiate it through songs. They work so well hand-in-hand.
- One thing you hate (& why): Lack of discipline (this goes for respect and common courtesy); a spiteful nature, people who don't think and fling ludicrous words as well as useless arguments, inappropriate behavior and language, total absence of care or blindness to the world and its state. Mostly those who refuse to look at things from a different perspective.
__ZODIAC (& DOES IT FIT YOU?):
- Western: Cancer - I love water as much as I fear the sea; I revel in swimming despite being allergic to chlorine. Furthermore I can be sensitive no matter how unfazed I appear, and I desire harmony. Cancers are depicted as water-loving, caring and sensitive individuals. It fits.
- Chinese: Rooster - I am persistent and can be observant, though the brave quality is questionable. I'm easily frightened and spooked by the silliest things. However, I can be blunt (and sugar coat the words only when deemed necessary) and I disapprove of negative traits like dishonesty. Because of my stubborness, I have a hard time accepting advices and criticisms. It's half correct and half incorrect.
__FAVORITES (& WHY):
- Color: Although I don't have one, I'd say I'm somewhere between red and blue. Generally I like any shade of all the colors.
- Quote/lyric: The sayings that go along the lines of "life is not fair; deal with it" and "nothing is perfect", for they are very true.
- Word: At the moment, 'ludicrous'.
__IF (& WHY):
- If you could be an animal, which would it be?: A cub, I suppose. I'm still a child and I adore bears, almost to the point I think it may be an unhealthy obsession.
- If you could choose any profession (regardless of whether or not you actually have any talent for it), which would it be?: Nursing, I want to help people in need. It's the career I've sought after even before I started attending school.
- If you could choose, would you reside in the realm of Darkness, Light, or Nothingness? Why?: I'd have to choose light. The dark scares me and I loathe that empty feeling I sometimes get every once in a while.
__MISCELLANEOUS:
- You come across a few defenseless people being attacked by Heartless. What do you do?: I abhor violence and can be a bit of a coward when it comes to fights. However, instead of running I'll try to find a way everyone can run together. Fighting them would be pretty futile, after all.
- You are attacked by Heartless. Is your will strong enough to create a Nobody?: I'm rather skeptical. I can be utterly tenacious and full of fire when it's appropriate, but my insecurity drags it down to an extent.
- Which member of Organization XIII could you see yourself as? (& why): I believe I have some of Vexen's hissy fits that he throws whenever things go wrong for him. My liking for respect and speculation (as well as my disinterest in violence) can relate to that of Zexion's, where as my love for music and water brings up Demyx. Those are the main three whose traits I see in myself most prominently.
- How did you find this community?: LiveJournal interest search.
- Anything else you'd like to say?: I'm no pompous literature maniac - I'm not kidding! Outside of the internet, I'm out of control and wild.