Nobody knows a nobody because nobody exists
__BASICS:
- Given name: Olivia
- Favorite nickname: Livvy, Oliviar
- Age: Eighteen
- Appearance: wavy, naturally red-haired; small brown eyes obscured with maroon glasses; skin dotted with freckles; an oval-shaped face with big lips; and a curvaceous, fat structure
__DESCRIBE YOURSELF:
- Mature/Immature for your age?: I'm mature when it comes to talking to adults (hmmm...I guess I'm an adult now, aren't I?) and carrying out my responsibilities. Well, mostly. Sometimes my disorganization and lack of sleep cause me to get lost in daily life. I'm immature because of my unwillingness to back down, overactive emotions, loud (accidental) exclamations of inappropriate subject matter in front of authority figures, and love for stuffed animals.
- Hobbies & interests: speech, theatre, reading, occasional Russian history, writing, drawing, saxophone, text-based role-playing, moronic reality shows (train wrecks that you can't tear your eyes away from), good movies
- Favorite thing about yourself: Determination
- The one thing you'd change: Temper
- One quality you wish you had: Social Grace
- What's something unique or special about you?: I have a twin sister.
- Your greatest hope: To make someone happy
- Your worst fear: To be forgotten or alone or decapitated (broken figurines scare the crap out of me!)
- Thing you want most: To become a better person
- One thing you love (& why): My twin. She's always been there for me. If my sister ever died before me, I don't think I could go on living-selfishness in its purest form.
- One thing you hate (& why): Quitters. I hopefully and ignorantly believe that things will work out; there's always another option. You just have to try, and if you don't try at all, you're pathetic.
__ZODIAC:
- Western: Libra- an idealist, indecisive, analytical, gullible, and usually cheerful. I feel very passionate about fairness and equality.
- Chinese: Horse-usually cheerful, talkative, intelligent, open-minded, arrogant, stubborn, and gullible. Even though I socially sabotage myself, I still want to be liked, so popularity fits as well.
__FAVORITES (& WHY):
- Color: Red. It's been that way since I was three.
- Quote/lyric:
"You get mistaken for strangers by your own friends
when you pass them at night under the silvery, silvery citibank lights
arm in arm in arm and eyes and eyes glazing under
oh you wouldn’t want an angel watching over
surprise, surprise they wouldn’t wannna watch
another uninnocent, elegant fall into the unmagnificent lives of adults"
I relate to these lyrics because one of my greatest fears is losing my friends. Plus, I love the contradiction of an unsympathetic angel. Lastly, I don't want to become a person who forgets where she came from; I never want to lose my childhood to an adult world. Plus, Matt Berninger's voice is sexy! A lot of my friends describe his singing as apathetic, but the minute differences in his vocal inflections are implicitly filled with hidden emotion. Their message is never blatant: a mystery that you define and connect with on your own level. I'd be a good sales lady. >___< Buy! Buy! Buy!
- Word: Incestuous. (I love the "s" sounds. It would be the perfect perfume name.)
__IF (& WHY):
- If you could be an animal, which would it be?: A moth because they are highly underestimated creatures. They love swamps-dark, secluded, and peaceful. They are not usually associated with beauty, but some are more intricately designed than butterflies. They're the under-dogs, rising up from the shadows! I've always thought moths symbolized hope. Even if a window bars their way to light, they still cling to it as if it would make a difference, but maybe that's just deperation equivalent to that of a cocaine addict.
- If you could choose any profession (regardless of whether or not you actually have any talent for it), which would it be?: Animator. I love watching cartoons, and I like making people laugh.
- If you could choose, would you reside in the realm of Darkness, Light, or Nothingness? Why?: Light. Sometimes, I think it would be better if I was alone in darkness, but ultimately, I know I would never survive without others.
__MISCELLANEOUS:
- You come across a few defenseless people being attacked by Heartless. What do you do?: First, stand around asking, what should we do? What should we do? Then, driven by my impulsiveness, I would probably go in screaming at the heartless with a can of hairspray and salt. Get them in the eyes.
- You are attacked by Heartless. Is your will strong enough to create a Nobody?: Yes, I'm too determined to disappear.
- Which member of Organization XIII could you see yourself as? (& why): Probably Demyx. I am extremely doubtful, but when the role is needed, I don’t hesitate to lead. I’m usually optimistic even when I haven’t slept in days. What that has to do with Demyx, I don’t know. Long story short, I really have no idea. Maybe that badass with the eye-patch. Xigbar. Just because who couldn't see themselves with a wicked eye-patch?
- How did you find this community?: I typed "Axel" into the LiveJournal search engine.
- Anything else you'd like to say?: Sleep is good. Never underestimate the power of sleep. Uuuuh...I am also an extreme paranoid and have a tendency to be the instigator of verbal fights. Well, at least as of late...