i'm nobodyyyy and no one loves meeeeee. or something.

Jan 15, 2009 23:46

__BASICS:
- Given name: I'd raaaather not say.
- Favorite nickname: Sadly, I don't have one.
- Age: Sweet young 19.
- Appearance: Light skin, green eyes, dirty blond hair and a nose à la Albus Dumbledore-extraordinaire.

__DESCRIBE YOURSELF:
- Mature/Immature for your age?: I'm both. Sometimes I'm so immature you'll snap at me and tell me to get a brain and sometimes I'm so mature you'll roll your eyes and tell me to get some fun. I really can't choose.
- Hobbies & interests: I like to drive my bike, to draw, to write and read and sing out loud to music even though my voice is more than absolutely crappy. I like good arguments and nice evenings at a friend's home with a bit of beer and a good movie and generally some nice banter. I also like to daydream.
- Favorite thing about yourself: I can always laugh and mean and feel it even after people and fate have slapped me in the face several times.
- The one thing you'd change: My seriousness/thoughtfulness. I think so much about every tiny thing and the result 'headache' isn't anything new to me. I wish I could stop thinking sometimes and just do things.
- One quality you wish you had: The ability to pretend. I'm usually open to people, and I don't hide my feelings or who I am. I'm open to a fault, open to being vulnerable and getting hurt.
- What's something unique or special about you?: I love jelly with pretzel sticks? Hah, no, but I really do love it. Well... my idealism. It may sound cheesy, but I'm a good person with a firm set of morals. One that actually sticks to them, imagine that!
- Your greatest hope: Um. World peace 8D? Shush, everyone says that. I don't know. To write a book and be published, maybe.
- Your worst fear: To live a lie. I want to live life to the fullest, and with lies there, there can be no such thing because it'd always be secrecy and suspicion.
- Thing you want most: I want to make an impression. I want to change something. I want to affect someone/something so strongly with my beliefs that I'll stay in their memory.
- One thing you love (& why): Driving bike. It makes me feel so free. I'm in movement, and I'm seeing new things, and it's just so much fun.
- One thing you hate (& why): Egoism.

__ZODIAC (& DOES IT FIT YOU?):
- Western: Gemini - "curious, talkative, contradictory, superficial, changing..." I agree with most of it, but 'superficial', I'm definitely not. I'm more the deep type, thinking and all that. However I am very curious and want to know everything. Changing also fits wonderfully.
- Chinese: Snake - "intense, 'snaky', imaginative, deep thinkers..." Agreed :)

__FAVORITES (& WHY):
- Color: Black, red, and orange.
- Quote/lyric: Nnng. I'm sorry, but I really can't offer a single one. I have too many!
- Word: To 'ravish'... I have heard a Russian saying that, pronouncing the 'R' and I fell in love with it. Ever since then I tried to pronounce it the same way but I'm just too dumb D: But I really like this word. It's so sensuous.

__IF (& WHY):
- If you could be an animal, which would it be?: I think it would be an eagle - free and able to go somewhere nothing can touch me.
- If you could choose any profession (regardless of whether or not you actually have any talent for it), which would it be?: Honestly, I'd love to be a rock star. You've got action and depth both. Action in singing on the stage, and depth in writing your songs.
- If you could choose, would you reside in the realm of Darkness, Light, or Nothingness? Why?: Aaaaafter some thinking I'd choose Light in the end. Simply because it sounds most appealing to me.

__MISCELLANEOUS:
- You come across a few defenseless people being attacked by Heartless. What do you do?: Um. Scream? <- for the effect, of course ;) Nah. I'd end up helping them.
- You are attacked by Heartless. Is your will strong enough to create a Nobody?: Yes. My emotions and desires are too strong to just fade away, and I believe that 'will' is connected to 'emotions', 'mind', 'soul'.
- Which member of Organization XIII could you see yourself as? (& why): Actually, some kind of mix of Roxas/Axel. Roxas because I'm constantly searching for the truth, and because I'm really thoughtful. I would be Axel, I think, for my rather... not split personality, but for my extreme personality. If I feel something, I feel it very intensely - and for the need of being with someone I care about. I'm very scared of being left behind.
- How did you find this community?: Duh, I can't remember anymore. Browsing through someone's profile, maybe?
- Anything else you'd like to say?: Yo hello, where's my bottle of Rum :D? (And if you haven't watched Pirate of The Caribbeans, I IMPLORE YOU TO DO IT.)
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