attribution (how we interpret those around us) and attraction (what we seek in a friend or partner ( Read more... )

old people rock, cant wait to be one

WARNING: ALL HOMOFOBES/EMOTIONAL RESTRICTIVE/MANLY MEN DO NOT CONTINUE READING, HAHAHAH I LOVE DISCLAIMERS ( Read more... )

so i guess its back to the tough guy routine, cause nice guys get their fucking necks stomped on. never thought it would be so hard to be myself, lol. so i talked to sandy over the internet the other day and it was less than pleasureable. it was very difficult for me after 3 years of commiting my whole self to one person to find out it was a ( Read more... )

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ok so i hate when i find out that someone i know turns out to be one of those people in highschool that turned me into the social inept person that i am. on a brighter note cheers to my friends, the good friends that make my life worth living. i love you all.

those few connections to home really help

ok so squid is doing ok which makes me so relieved. now i just need to hear from dev and my life is complete. I wish i could get all the people that i love into one big room, grow like 100 feet tall and give em all big ole bear hug! for sure ( Read more... )

the plan is to come back to iraq as a contractor cause most of them make like btwn 80-150k a year and since i have nothing to stay in the states for might as well make some good money. i think it will be a big change for a few years but oh well i ahve been out here for like 6 months and really besides missing family/friends its really not that bad ( Read more... )

its 2 oclock in the morning, and i cant remember a single thing that happened before this moment. does that mean i will forever feel uprooted? good night