so i was perusing my pics since october at ft lewis before i got to iraq and saw these pics, and just wanted to be all proud cause of the progress i have made as far as fitness and weight control.


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so i went to hip hop last night and realized that i am not a good dancer unless i have a bit of alchol in the system, just too damn tense. actually, i suppose i did all right for a white guy, i mean i think i was the only white guy who actually danced, which says something i think. it was jessica's birthday, so i had to get out there and show some ( Read more... )

So i sit down for my after lunch poop, regular as can be. And i hear a loud bang from the door of the neighboring porta potty. and after coupla minutes Anderson female types asks outta the blue "your porta john have as many peep holes as mine", and ofcourse i am laughing my ass off, or something like that, lol. So the convo goes blah blah blah, ( Read more... )

so i am not sure what i am thinkin, i am crazy fuck

only when i can find my self in a situation where i can surround myself with true friends can i let my guard down. only another 7 mo

so i have found that i am way too pessimistic, complain way too much, and basically act like i am on the rag. how do you change years of a particular lifestyle? um lots of TLC? nope that one's not gonna work cause it depends on relying on other people, no good. i guess i will just have to try and remember that its really not a good thing when i ( Read more... )

so my xbox blew up, i hate iraq at the moment. i realized the other day that i am starting to acclimate to being away from my beloved oceanside california and then i go and blow up my xbox and 2G's worth of games and it sets back my progress. needless to say the poor boxes outside the house are not in good shape, i had forgotten how destructive i ( Read more... )

so WTF, why is i am not even recognized for the piddly job that i do, but just cause some stupid bitches are what they are...hmmm bitches, can send an email to a high rank enlisted and get what they want like they fucking own the place? just goes to show that T&A goes a long way, to far in my opinion. fuck this, and fuck iraq, yeah i said it fuck ( Read more... )

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yeah, um i am tired of this crap. last night i tossed and turned cause i was reliving all the worst shit of the past year of my life. explain to me why, if i try so freagin hard to be a good guy, that such bad shit happens. maybe if i stop expecting, dont try so hard, and just flow with everything life will be easier. but i suppose that would be ( Read more... )