i dont think i wrote yesterday. i have homework due tomorrow and i dont even care. I couldnt go to sams house today. my mom didnt want me to stay ( Read more... )

wow. i'm happy today. so happy i could just starve. i'm not hungry, i havent been hungry all day. but anyways. I had fun today. i had a good day filled with anticipation to get out of class and see my Sexy Sam... haha. i put his name in my phone like that. anyways. i walked with him home, and we made out... nothing special. i like the way he tastes ( Read more... )

oh holy shit.
this is the first time in history that i actually got something i wanted, without the odds against me. as far as i know, he doesnt do drugs.. which was my nightmare with alex and stephanie, and hes hot, and... he's so beautiful. a goth. a freak. i cant believe i got him. this is the first time in my life that the odds havent been ( Read more... )

holy shit. first day of school went like this ( Read more... )

i am not ready for this shit.

uhh. gotta go bye

well, today is my day of payback. to my self, atleast. i am going to the mall today, and my buddy, joe from maryland, is probably gonna be there. and i want to find other mall-rats, and make friends. i dont want to be shy. i'm gonna have fun today. because i never get to have fun. and i want to be like this the first day of school. i'm gonna step ( Read more... )

Fuck it. i'm tired. im fucking tired. i am never good enough. its like i'm a fucking pin cushion for them to stab at anytime. I am nothing but a failure to them. but i dont ever fail. i think that its time for me to just go on and do what i want. no more turning down opportunities. and i'm about to just totally say fuck them and just leave. i just ( Read more... )

Well, today i'm watching the news, and apparently alot of people in a place called punta gorda, or some shit like that, which to me sounds like 'bitch fat' but, what ever, and then there is a trailor park that no body evacuated, and like, there are alot of dead people. I feel bad, oh wellszies ( Read more... )

great, now i have to read 2 whole fucking books, that are probably boring or something gay, so i wont be able to read them fast, but i know i can do it. i am a fast reader, and a fast writer, cuz i always finish writing essays before anybody else, so i hope that i finish both of them. Oh wellzzzzzzzzzzies. umm... well. i'm gonna go now. byez