Craig was so excited when he described how he miraculously got into 'philosophy of art' yesterday. It was almost like a baseball fanatic retelling the last ending in the game "And the bases were loaded ( Read more... )

For the first time in a long time I don't know where to begin. To put it plainly my personal relationships and academic life have been on the rocks lately.

Everyone that I love is so far away, which has never been a problem, but lately the lack of communication has taken its toll. I feel out of control, constricted by my work and lack the motivation ( Read more... )

I have been sick since last monday. I'm fine with this because everyone gets sick, they get over it and move on. Well last night I started to lose my voice while working on this really important assignment with my group. project.
This morning, I woke up almost completely unable to talk! I wanted to call my work up to tell that what was going on ( Read more... )

So I found out this afternoon that my Hunch was correct about this person I know. Whether or not this person cheated during the recently ended 4 year relationship I don't know. I really hope not. This situation isn't happening to me but my boyfriends sibling. Sometimes you get the wrong end of the stick ( Read more... )

I am currently in NY right now with Craig, we came down to visit with his grandmother on his moms side. She passed away the morning we were going to visit her. She had cancer and was badly crippled from a certain type of arthritis. So this other aunt took us shopping for funeral clothes because we didn't really pack that much and certainly not for ( Read more... )

So I moved into Upton Hasting yesterday ( Read more... )

I'm not an english major but I've done my best to share my thoughts.
It occured to me this after noon, while sitting at the boat launch, that humans are the strangest creation on this planet.
Mankind is capable of achieving anything. Yet we are so hurtful and find satisfaction in doing such dirt work. We work to undo & sever the invisible bonds that ( Read more... )

I just Updated my LJ page, it needed a breath of freshair for a long time, I think that this is the second time I've changed the layout and I've had this account sight sophmore year in high school. I think it looks better, I'm not finished but it's too nice outside to be messing around on the computer ( Read more... )

I have been so busy these last couple of years that I have been unfaithful to my livejournal.

Recently I went to NY with craig, the boyfriend, I've been 2 times previously with his mom, karen. We went down to visit her sick mom in the hospital. I have never (never) met a person with such a desire to live and concure their illness. She is an ( Read more... )

What am I doing to myself and when will I stop?

I ask myself this question every time I cut back on sleep or I don't make time to eat during one of those busy days. How ironic that I'm starving and it's around 4:30 am. But I'm not going to eat I'm going to crawl into and drag myself out in a matter of 4 hours or so.

All my life I've been proud of ( Read more... )