HAH! today actually really fun! i got a 80 on a math test, was pretty syked sense i never pass them. i had lunch detention, i was dreading it until i saw who was there, this lady i always forget her name, but we talked all period about my family sense she knows them all, im bringing in pictures for my wed lunch det. for her. tim picked me jackie ( Read more... )

i just got done checking up on my past, sense i cant sleep! i reliezed the memories i have lost are the ones i really need to come back, i only remember mostly the bad ones. prolly why we all have a hard time getting through this shit hole we call our life. i need a cigarette. now i dont, you know whats really not cool (random), when someone ( Read more... )

Drunk and I'm feeling down ( Read more... )

All i have to say is...SmOkEwEed-EveryDAY... hellz yea

today was okay, dad took me to school for once today!i was surprised. school was boring as ever and once again, lost in gym OMG i want to beat that yellow team so bad. after school was fucking awesome though. nice boy don gave me a cigarette, wen i thought i wasnt going to be able to get one today. then the group of deb don tim jackie n dan chilled ( Read more... )

today wasnt so bad, i cant really say anything about school because i dont really pay attention enough to remember what happend. my baby was stuck in inschool all day today though, i skiped about 10 min to see him, and found out hes grounded for like, life! atleast he had his fun at the concert, but its not going to be much fun until we are both ( Read more... )

i didnt ever think someone could ever be in love with me. not the way you do, you never see me yet its like im there all the time, torturing you with every smile...but why? why do you attach your self to me? i read your ODs and stop and think for a moment. yes you wronged me, and i forgive you, but why has it come to love? such a short time we were ( Read more... )

well...im not moving in with my sister in september after all. i talked to my dad just as i was supposed to, as soon as i woke up. It was really emotional, my dad said my sisters place wasnt an option. he kept going on about staying at my friends houses or back into another shelter, but i informed him i would rather live on the streets then put ( Read more... )

im in a tight spot right now. i left last night to spend time with amber, my best friend, on her 18th birthday. the thing is, i was grounded, and full of stupidity. not reliezing serious shit would go down if i left. now dad said i need to find a different place..(thought he was going to say for my dog to live, instead...)..for me to live. my heart ( Read more... )

even the best fall down. im quiet when it comes to speaking of my emotions. i lost my place a long time ago, it took me years to get here and itll take years to return to where i was once happy. sometimes it takes the wrong words ur looking for, to make evrything right. really theyre the right words to prove the way uve been living, has been the ( Read more... )