so pissed off cuz everyone is just bein bitchy

theres no other explanation....idk...i just dont want to loosed her again.....idk what to do

the only person that listened was jamie brittany n amanda....ILU GIRLIES

holloween was awesome this year. i was with shey n sam...i love being with them. i was kinda upset we didnt go with mel n all them but i didnt really wanna see josh n everybody so i guess it worked out fine.  saturday was great too. lake compounce was awesome plus i got to spend the whole night with jj.

monday:

one of the worst days of my life ( Read more... )

im so bored right now...sam left ( Read more... )

im on the phone with jj right now n im starting to realize how retarded him n brian are...im lovin it.

yea so im at kaylees right now and i really gotta got o the bathroom....

i came here after soccer with her cuz her mom made us soup...n macaroni n cheese....its was gooooooood.

im super bored cuz kays in the shower n im jsut sitting here online like a bum.

anyways ill updaye when my computer is back to normal.....ttyl....

<3 em

so im sitting here trying to figure out how this is all turning to kick me in the ass. i dont understand how i keep telling myself that its not gonna happen again but it always does. i just end up hurting myself or someone else.

i hate it

some one call me.!.!.!.!.