..... WOW what a fucking JERK!......
I know what it feels like to like someone so much it hurts.....
I dont know what to do were good firends we read books together it will work but ive never been less interested in my whole life. I told him once how i feel about the whole "i like you thing" and he said cool im glad you told me the truth but it just seems like your hurting your self the more you try to change my mind i dont know what to say or even how to deal with this I LOVE our trips to the book store ... our endless drunKen conversations.... just our friendship.... why cant it be like that forever.... why cant you just be my friend... i dont get it... why do you like me... im weird i dont know how to deal with my feelings ....dont do this to your slef dont so this to our friendship..... i wish i could tell you this or even read this but i know you cant and i know you wont.... but i should have the nerve to tell you this but i dont.... so i hide .... urrgg..... STEVE!!! BLAH!!