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o_sweet_relief

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Mar 12, 2005 22:47

Wow. It has been forever since I've posted. I used to write on here regularly in the hopes of someone thinking I've written something brillant. Nowadays there's not much I hope to gain respect from...in a sense. I feel old. I feel in love. I feel like I'm reaching for something, and when my fingertips barely brush it..it moves out of reach again. ( Read more... )

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anonymous March 16 2005, 00:56:32 UTC

You have written something brilliant. But do you really need the confirmation of a stranger to make you feel that you have?

well... o_sweet_relief March 16 2005, 04:59:47 UTC

I guess in a sense yeah. Strangers don't know you. They provide insight to how you look on the outside to someone who doesnt know your faults, sadnesses, what makes you smile, what you struggle with. Things like that. Who is this? See, I have no idea who you are but you already intruige me. What would you say if i asked you to keep yourself anon for awhile. I'd like to get to know you without knowing what you look like. I've had a problem with that in the past. Eh?

M.

Re: well... anonymous March 26 2005, 06:40:37 UTC

The outside is just that.. the outside. It has no worth or value to what low and behold can found deeper. The deeper parts are what count, and those people who are familiar to your deeper parts count also. If a stranger says something positive in regards to you... you take it as a well-deserved compliment. However, if the stranger retaliates negatively, you pass it off thinking "...well, I don't know that person so what does it matter?" Think about that. You have many people around you willing to give you all that love and support, but you take it for granted on the arbitrary words of an anonymous observer.