Weeeeell...this weekend was kind of stressful. I think a few people i know could relate with me. But YAY and double YAY for seeing mal. Im SOOO exhausted, and there is STILL more riding to be done.

So...I didnt realize how nice it is having my brother Derek home. We smoked a cee-gar and had a couple glasses of wine. It was nice. hahaha we talked ( Read more... )

I've decided not to dwell on the thinking of should that of happened or should it not have happened? Nothing in particular. I was just thinking about my phrase, Whatever happens, happens and i didnt really get the meaning until now. So im going to OR this weekend. To see people that i havnt seen since NOVEMBER. Its always interesting to see how ( Read more... )

I talked to Tara tonight. A blast from the past. She brings back SOOOO many memories/feelings. I shall not discuss those with YOU tho. My parents are foiting. My dads the kind of foiter who gets it out and then wants to move on, my mom likes to hold grudges...It's interesting to sit on the sidelines sometimes. Its bad to get in the crossfire. So i ( Read more... )

Yea so my mother and i are starting this new...energy boosting diet. It's also supposed to up your metabolism and control your appetite. WHOA! I feel like im on SPEEEEED. But not in a scary way...just that i could run for 10 miles and think nothing of it. I think its also supposed to increase sexual stamina...hahaha not like i needed that. :-P

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There is so much stupid shit going on right now man...not with me, just in general. People cheating on people, people breaking up with people. VERY unhappy about life people...AHH! It's like, i dont mind talking to people AT ALL. But sometimes situations are ones where i dont know what to say or do because i havnt been in them yet, and it makes me ( Read more... )

That I'd like to know...My puter sits in front of a large window that looks out over the desert. I've never really noticed the view before. All the mountains and the CACTI. cooooool.

Im worried that im going to let myself get attached...NO...im NOT. Not this time.

So HOPEFULLY im getting my license this week. If not then..theres really nothing i ( Read more... )

Ok so this is my very first entry. I am now devirginatized to the LIVEJOURNAL world. Yay me. I have just returned home from a very physically exhausting Oregon trip...I have never seen so much snow in my entire life. I realize that looks a little sad...Also, I feel very mentally tired..These days I seem to think too much about things. Wasting my ( Read more... )