it's your birthday.
happy birthday, darling.

Is this how it is supposed to feel..

RIP
Gerry Eskin (Gitel Bat Sara Belah)
June 18, 1928 - May 23, 2006.

oh mommom,
you're on hospice...
pop pop's crying...
this has been going on
for too long.

he told me he loved me last night.
and i said it back.

well
i ca
nnot
say
that
i am
happ
y ri
gh n
ow.
i do
n't
want
to g
o in
to i
t.

God damn. I am on SUCH a roll.
My boss wants to promote me to manager during the summer. How fucking awesome is that?
And my mom is buying me a car.
My birthday is coming up.
Jenny's moving out in August.
And my boyfriend is awesome.
Love love love love life.

ah, what a good feeling.
i'm so happy with zack.
it's just...such a good thing that we have going on
i really, in all honesty,
could not be more content with life.

I honestly cannot go to school tomorrow. Spring break was not long enough. And the only break I have to look forward to is summer break, which is nice, but very far away. And that means summer school, and no seminar, and like...just bittersweetness ( Read more... )

so it turns out that my mommom is in the psych ward, yeah.
my head hurts.
so does my heart. cough cough.