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Dec 25, 2009 23:29

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leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. say anything. tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you ( Read more... )

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anonymous December 26 2009, 17:30:53 UTC

My biggest fear in life is not making anything of it all. I am so afraid that I will die with regret of me never doing anything, and right now I don't think I'll ever be good enough to create something worth recognition. Every time I think about it, I want to cry and hide because I fear a future of working behind a desk every day and realizing that one day that I'm too old to go after the dreams I have. So, I try and take risks when I can, and do great things with what I have, but it's never been enough. And I can't tell if I just need to wait until greatness is more attainable, or if I've already started on the path away from my goals, and that scares me to my core.

anonymous December 27 2009, 02:48:31 UTC

I have to say, since we first met, I've looked up to you as such an amazing person. Unfortunately, we don't have the opportunity to talk to each other all that much but I'm still glad to be your friend. Hopefully our friendship will continue to last for the many years to come.

anonymous December 28 2009, 19:18:14 UTC

Same!! I wish me and Virginia talked more because she's one of my favorite people. But she has her own life I suppose.

To both the people that said this: oath_to_order December 29 2009, 03:50:23 UTC

I want to talk to you too...but a lifetime of being rejected by people I thought were friends has made me afraid to make the first move sometimes. I'll try to be better about it in the future.

Re: To both the people that said this: anonymous January 2 2010, 10:47:13 UTC

I'm sorry to hear that! I feel sort of like a dick for saying what I did now.

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anonymous December 28 2009, 06:15:23 UTC

When did I become the kind of girl who settled for second best?

anonymous December 28 2009, 18:52:51 UTC

I wish I mattered to her. I miss her so much that I feel sick.

anonymous December 28 2009, 19:27:08 UTC

How do we become old? I mean, you're a kid and then you're going to high school, college, then you're working and then at some point you're already an adult looking back at that distance you came ( ... )