Sakura managed to find herself a job, so last night to celebrate, Axel got them drinks. Again. And they got drunk, again. They just wanted an excuse to get drunk in the first place, I bet. ...They spent the rest of the night following me around and being annoying idiots.

( Private to Axel, hackable. )

I wanna say this first, although I doubt she'll even read this: to that girl I met the other day? Long red hair, about my age? ...Sorry for upsetting you. I was a jerk, I know. For some reason I wasn't myself all day.

At least I've managed to apologise to Kairi about before. Things are still kind of... awkward, but it's a start.

( Private, hackable. )

I... talked things over with Axel about what happened earlier this week. I didn't want to, but I sorta feel better now I did. I don't know about you, but... Kairi? I want to talk to you. If you don't want to, that's fine, I guess, but you should know that I'm not angry any more ( Read more... )

Finally got some fighting practise in like I said I would. I went to a local dojo after school. (Thanks for telling me about it, Rikku.)

( Locked from Kairi, visible to everyone else. )

Whatever happened with the rain the other day, I'm lucky in that I didn't get a headache like a lot seem to have... But whatever it's done to me, I can't stand it. It's more annoying than useful. Demons seem to be drawn to me sort of like how Heartless are to the Keyblade, more so when I was with Sakura. Nothing that I couldn't handle... but still ( Read more... )

Sakura's made me her unofficial little brother now. I'm really... kind of flattered. I've never had a family of my own. Unless his counts. I told her what I told Rikku about me, and she took it pretty well - she's seen and done a lot ( Read more... )

My leg's finally just about healed up. I'm glad it wasn't any more serious, because it would've taken even longer than it did for it to heal. Thanks for looking out for me, Sakura.

So... I'll probably be back at school next week. Not looking foward to catching up with all the work I've missed. And after all that's happened, the idea of going to ( Read more... )

Axel. Whatever happened last night, I'm gonna kill you for it. Maybe later.

...First, I'm going back to bed. I feel so ill.

I went to the park with Axel, earlier. Would've been better if we hadn't argued (as usual), but it was okay afterwards. We've agreed to try to stop arguing so much. Not sure it'll work out, but it's worth a try, I guess. It's getting to the point where we argue over real stupid things.

...Axel's living at my place, now, too. To think, only a month ( Read more... )

I told Rikku... not everything, but enough. I didn't want to get her involved in anything to do with Organization XIII... but by the time I'd finished... well, it didn't go so well. I knew it wouldn't, and I hate myself for it, but I had to.

Was it really the right thing to do? Even if it wasn't... too late for regrets.

I'm sorry.