Comments | obeefy: hmm...camp thoughts

obeefy

hmm...camp thoughts

Feb 15, 2006 02:48

I still have not made a decisive decision about camp. I say 'decisive' because I have a few times come to a decision where I've said, "I'm pretty sure I will work there," or "I think I probably will decide to work there." I guess, thinking about it now, I haven't had the same undecisive decisions in the other direction, i.e. not working there, ( Read more... )

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obeefy February 16 2006, 03:37:17 UTC

No, because I know I love the age of Jr High campers, and I like the structure and potential closeness of staff at Jr High a lot more than how it is (or how I've experienced it) at Sr High. I would say it's Jr High or nothing. It's not so much my attachment to Rowe as it is my love of Jr High. Hmm...I thought about calling Aram today and just telling him to count me in for good, just to make the decision and then see how I feel about it later, because I'm so kind of ambivolent right now that it's hard to make the decision based on what I want.

anonymous February 18 2006, 19:06:42 UTC

i feel like either decision will have regrets. but also, not going to camp is just as good and healthy for you as going to camp. either way, good things are waiting for you this summer.

(ps i lost my cell phone!)

obeefy February 20 2006, 00:31:47 UTC

is this Samlee? if not, then who?

read what I wrote to Michelle in her reply.

I love you (if you're Sam, if you're not I'm sure I love you too). Call me when you've found your cell phone!

michelleysbelly February 19 2006, 19:29:03 UTC

i think just calling aram and saying yes or no will help.
you need to make the decision and then see how you feel.

but i say yes.

but that's just me

obeefy February 20 2006, 00:30:47 UTC

You are absolutely right. I did call him a few days ago and left a message saying that I DO want to work at camp. Somehow I figured out exactly what you just said, that I just had to freakin' make a decision (okay, so you didn't say "freakin," but you know what I mean), and I feel a lot better about it now. You know, I don't feel like I have to decide anymore, because I already have--I don't have the need to make that decision constantly nagging at me. And I am more genuinely excited about working at Jr High now than I was before I called him. Of course some of my doubts are still there, and I'm still open to other possibilities, but I feel a lot better about it. And I am super excited at the thought of getting to work with you again...and to ahng out with you a lot more.