I wish I could do more than offer internet hugs, but I'm not knowledgeable in the relationship arena.
I hate to sound like my mother, but seeking drugs might be a worthy idea. I realize I'm a bit hypocritical in saying it as I stopped taking all the mental health drugs I've been on, but I can relate to the wanting to cry all the time thing and am thinking I might need to do something. Anyway, since you're older, they'll probably be more willing to help you in that department. Or it might take a few doctor changes...
I know it's a ways off, but maybe you can make it up for Ren Faire this year. Go an harass the Pen Dragon people. Or you could come to an Anime Convention with me. I don't know if you're even still into it, but you could, I don't know, buy pocky. Or or um... do other non anime things... I don't know. I have no brain anymore.
Or we could just watch Road to El Dorado. If I'm still cool (or pitiful) enough to hang out with, that is. XD
I really do hope things get even slightly better and that he leaves you alone. Much
I decided to log into LiveJournal for the first time in a long time today, and naturally, the first place I went was yours.
I feel like I owe you a phone call, and beyond that, I really feel like I need to see you. It's been so long that I feel like I don't even know what's going on in your life anymore, what you've been doing and feeling... I feel like we spent so much of our time as friends in small talk, or talking about me and the things I personally carry.
I know this post was quite some time ago, but that doesn't mean its not relevant in a sense that it's made me realize that our entire friendship has grown off my vulnerability to you, and I feel like I've never given you the same opportunity.
I'll call you sometime soon, or you call me. I miss you.
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I hate to sound like my mother, but seeking drugs might be a worthy idea. I realize I'm a bit hypocritical in saying it as I stopped taking all the mental health drugs I've been on, but I can relate to the wanting to cry all the time thing and am thinking I might need to do something. Anyway, since you're older, they'll probably be more willing to help you in that department. Or it might take a few doctor changes...
I know it's a ways off, but maybe you can make it up for Ren Faire this year. Go an harass the Pen Dragon people. Or you could come to an Anime Convention with me. I don't know if you're even still into it, but you could, I don't know, buy pocky. Or or um... do other non anime things... I don't know. I have no brain anymore.
Or we could just watch Road to El Dorado. If I'm still cool (or pitiful) enough to hang out with, that is. XD
I really do hope things get even slightly better and that he leaves you alone. Much
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I feel like I owe you a phone call, and beyond that, I really feel like I need to see you. It's been so long that I feel like I don't even know what's going on in your life anymore, what you've been doing and feeling... I feel like we spent so much of our time as friends in small talk, or talking about me and the things I personally carry.
I know this post was quite some time ago, but that doesn't mean its not relevant in a sense that it's made me realize that our entire friendship has grown off my vulnerability to you, and I feel like I've never given you the same opportunity.
I'll call you sometime soon, or you call me. I miss you.
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