Waiting for him is the central task of my life. Right now that slender thread is what is barely keeping me alive.

How could I ever hurt her? But I didn’t understand then. That I could hurt somebody so badly she would never recover. That a person can, just by living, damage another human being beyond repair.

RIP V..that day is coming again. I'm sorry.

What are you talking about? One woman? That's like saying there's only one flavor of ice cream for you. Let me tell you something, Ross. There's lots of flavors out there. There's Rocky Road, and Cookie Dough, and Bing. Cherry Vanilla. You could get them with jimmies, or nuts, or whipped cream. This is the best thing that ever happened to you. You ( Read more... )

To think, a sweater, is made entirely of knots. My stomach could clothe a village.

I deserve more than I've ever let myself have.

In spite of everything I loved you, and will go on loving you--on my knees, with my shoulders drawn back, showing my heels to the headsman and straining my goose neck--even then. And afterwards--perhaps most of all afterwards--I shall love you, and one day we shall have a real, all-embracing explanation, and then perhaps we shall somehow fit ( Read more... )

So my parent just gave my godfather $5,000 to help pay for his bills, both rental and for his leukemia. I'm so lucky to have them as parents. No wonder I grew up thinking that people were more important than money<3 This makes me think my money troubles have been nothing but petty whining.

It starts like this: a little inkling in the back of your head. I should drink or do something else. I should do that, but no, it's only 2 in the afternoon, that's a little early and plus I'm alone. But didn't you have some great times alone in your dorm room for that whole year? Did I? I don't remember actually, were they good? You think that they ( Read more... )

You know, I never expect to be thought of first, at the most I'd expect last, but it's kind of ridiculous. See, I love only getting invited to lame ass shit that ends up sucking the entire night. Then all of the people who supposedly "like" you or at least "think you're cool" don't even invite you out when they go get wrecked in the city and have a ( Read more... )

Youuuuu make no sense no sense no sense no sense! YOU YOU YOU YOU FAAAAAK YOUUUUUUU!