sooooo ( Read more... )

Heya alllll ( Read more... )

I have never seen my Gma cry unless at a funeral... I try to make people feel better with my useless words and I just sound like a boob, I dont know why I try, I am sure I come off as uncaring and disgusting to human condolences... cause.. no matter what I can console people... I laugh inappropriately at funerals.. and talk about being hungry to my ( Read more... )

I know I said no negative.. but I have no where else to regress ( Read more... )

uh stuff as always is happening in this house.. and RARELY is it good... so since its not good and I vowed to think positive I am going to skip talking about this place... oh expect the only REAL good thing... is my Aunt will not be here in a week.. SHE REALLY NEEDS to be in a home.. never thought I would have said that, but I am also afraid that ( Read more... )

Bored tonight

tomorrow.. come to me and tell me secrets, fill my head and let it be grand.

meh...eow?

I am nervous...

I have to see a doctor... and not the family doc kind...

tomorrow morning...

I hope I can get better.

Welllll ( Read more... )

To the Boy ( Read more... )

Most of my LJ's have been reallly negative.. and the last few have been about hating this job...

My Auntie does mentally abuse me... so.. today..

I DECIDED I AM QUITTING!

And from now on I am adding positive stuff...

LIKE I am looking for a place to get my NA certificate.

Maybe Arcata... but probably Corvallis again...

I am excited.