this thing may as well not exist. i am playing again. i'm going to do it. i'm going to do it right. this is no time to let go of my dreams. the window is open and the cool air is what is keeping me sane right now. i don't think fall is my season: it never has been. i don't want to watch myself slowly decline. i have lost touch with almost all of ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

trying desperately to pack (and unpack), and having little luck. i apparently have too many clothes. but, thanks to the loft, i am efficiently folding & conserving space. i got a transfer to holyoke, so i at least have a permanant job lined up for when school starts (albeit, one that is 2874 miles away ( Read more... )

so ann taylor loft's september cd is pretty hipster... wow, loft. i'm confused. in other news, my insides are wripping themselves out and i'm convinced it's because i started bc. this is god's way of punishing a sinner like myself ( Read more... )

ryburns came to visit me at work tonight. not only did it make my entire night, it really got me thinking. do i want to come back more than i thought? do i want another year in anawan village? am i completely insane? these questions might all have the same answer. who knows; a year is a long time ( Read more... )

it seems that all the songs i've been listening to lately have been written about me. usually, i'm the one doing the singing, to someone i miss, or lost. for some reason, though, it's different. my whole mentality is different. i feel stronger now, more complete with just myself ( Read more... )

a few points:

- tom hanks. audrey tautou. da vinci code. 2006. probably widely known already, but i'm still excited ( Read more... )

wow, a real update ( Read more... )

so, i'm going through a bit of a selfish phase right now. i think i deserve one after the stress of this past year, but i guess it's not the best thing for everyone else ( Read more... )

just for a good time, i thought i'd update.

we're in the new house now, in providence. it's lovely, marred by the fact that i'm a little pissed off right now. very close, very convenient, very much ours. camp is fucking nuts, as is everyone who works there (only the best, my darlings). as a side note, tomorrow is halloween, and my costume is ( Read more... )