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It's all changing.
"“Yes. I also told him where the deviations would occur. Obviously the fitness of the animals to the environment was one area. This stegosaur is a hundred million years old. It isn't adapted to our world. The air is different, the solar radiation is different, the land is different, the insects are different, the sounds are different, the ( Read more... ) -
RightThink
Over the past few years, equating to a decade or so, I've found myself quite lost when attempting to develop a goal or purpose in life. Large, life changing decisions bring forth paralyzing fear that culminates in a mental breakdown of sorts - an existential crisis that plays out again and again.
I've come to realize that the issue stems from “ ( Read more... ) -
Dream
I dreamt about a girl from my past last night. She was a girl I had known through elementary school and forgotten about within the final days of high school - I had no special connection to her aside from her being a single puzzle piece that marked a time long ago.
The dream was quite vivid, more vivid than most dreams but not quite as vivid as ( Read more... ) -
To ReMemBeR
How important it is to remember.
I have approximately 15,500 cell phone pictures over the past ten years that encompass my life. I say 'approximately' as one can't be sure how many are true captures of my life versus miscellaneous files that made their way into the wrong directory without going through all of the pictures manually.
I’ve trained ( Read more... ) -
LiVE JoUrNAL ReBooT
The thought of restarting my live journal account brings up a variety of mixed feelings. I've found myself very scatterbrained as of late, unable to read through news stories fully and unable to maintain coherent thought without day dreaming or having my mind drift to some unrelated event. My mind was never this lackadaisical before, and while I ( Read more... ) -
How Does iT FeeL?
Dreams are such a peculiar endeavor. At night the mind is bombarded with a strange mash of mostly incomprehensible images and sound. Fleeting visions of nonsensical images and phantoms permeate the mind yet they only last for a brief moment as with the coming of the morning they are immediately forgotten ( Read more... ) -
Being Alone
People have a strange tendency to develop poor characteristics as they age - nasty tendencies that work against their best interest. This is most commonly found in smoking, drinking, prolonging doomed relationships ( Read more... ) -
DAte LoNG EnouGh...
Eventually if you date long enough you'll find yourself dating the same people. Not the same in name, but the same in character, mannerisms, lack of affection ( Read more... ) -
HAvEn’t YOu EvER DAteD ANyonE?
The problem with loving someone, no matter how small or brief, is that once the bond of love is made the individual then becomes part of you. Their memory merges with your being and as such the person never truly go away - their memory just fades into the background only to periodically resurface at the most inopportune times. Driving down a ( Read more... )
