Life

[oblivionwalker]

Well, the entire apartment has been cleaned at last. And, as I look at the last of the many beers I've had tonight whilest listening to sad songs over the computer, I realize that I still don't know what I'm doing with life. I run around my work basically helping everyone who needs it, from associates to upper management to scheduling and payroll,

Comments

[komodo9mm]

I know what you're talking about... it's that voice in your head that tells you that you're not living up to your potential

Fucked up is a synonym for entertaining

[xxkuraixx]

You really don't try at all? You seem to do alot though. Perhaps you should look at it from a thankful point of view. Wouldn't it suck if what you wanted to do, helping others and all, was really hard for you? That'd be terrible. Better yet, what if you were incompetent and you instead burdened others? Maybe you are cheating, but cheating is better for everyone if no one losses in the end.

It troubles me that you have had such terrible luck with love. Perhaps your easy success in life is paid at the price of your love life. There has to be an equilibrium right? No good deed goes unpunished, but good things come to those who wait. Surely you'll find another's love one day, till then you got the love of me and all of your other friends to hold you up. And dont try and bullshit us about being happier alone. My freaken ass you are.

I hope your stay in missouri was enjoyable. Trees are wonderful.

[therakul]

At the moment, I can understand not wanting to fall again. It hurts like hell. As to being alone, personally, I can't stand it, so I'm kind of screwed either way I go. Gotta find that middle path.

Nature's a good place to let the spirit free; no worries, no pain, no sadness, only peace. Being out in cooler weather to meditate is the best. You have to keep moving to stay warm, and it keeps you from settling down.