betrayal? weakness? or maybe in just not as ignorant as before...

Jan 08, 2006 23:27

yikes and wowzerz...its amazing how u can swear on your life that you know someone...and then they tell you about things that just blows your entire reality into oblivion! this person,...ive known her for quite some time now...i swore we shared half a brain and agreed on everything and i loved her to death. it was crazy. everything i ever said, she ( Read more... )

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edited_chaos January 9 2006, 15:20:08 UTC
About the whole first paragraph?
i kinda know EXACTLY what your talking about.
I wonder if it's the same person?
It's really sad though..and you probably expressed everything i couldn't put into words haa
..im sorry your moving vic i wish you werent we really need to start hanging out before you do
is virginia nice? i've never been..i'm sure you'll make alot of friends because your amAzinnnng duhh.

p.s. i used to cry watching the jetsons? if that counts at crying to a cartoon lol

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oblivious_ninja January 9 2006, 22:15:14 UTC
lol, the jetsons where kewl. i dont think it would be the same person but yea, im glad someone else can relate to this. i really didnt wanna move, but i have no choice . im not THAT amazing lol. virginia...is ok...i wont say its bad but its a little rural...eww. ha ha im glad u actually understood half of what i talked bout. =D

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shroomi January 9 2006, 22:02:01 UTC
Bleh, you don't know how much i can relate to that entire second period... The same thing has been happening with me with the sleeping thing... i mean, i first got insomnia over 3 years ago, but even to this day, if im outside of my room after like 12, im being screamed at for staying up and not going to sleep. My parents never believed me as well, and figured i was making up shit for attention or something... i have no idea. I hated them so much for it because i decided to not say anything for a while so they wouldnt get mad at me... yet when i happen to mention it a while later, they complain some more ( ... )

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shroomi January 9 2006, 22:03:26 UTC
eep... i didn't mean for that to be so long... sorry about making you read all of it =(

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oblivious_ninja January 9 2006, 22:26:10 UTC
lol, its ok, i like to read stuff. heh. i dont get parents too much. but idk, i accept it. i just dont know why i cant keep my mouth shut.lol. crying...idk mann, its the one thing i hate most about myself. it makes me weak and i cant fight back. grr. anthony...u didnt know him in the 7th and 8th grade. perfection was his title and i couldnt keep up. worst of all is that we are friends, and not enemies,...if i even have enemeis. since then ive tried to beat him as at least one thing that actually mattered, but still havnt been able to get there. im at lvl 1, he's at lvl 2, im at lvl 2, he's at lvl 4, im at lvl 3, he's at lvl 8. thats the one way i can tell you how its been sice the 7th grade. gets me mad that im not good enough. as for moving, well, idk. i hate it, but its not like i can do anything. lol. id move into your back yard in an instant! heh,then i could call u the N word!! NEIGHBOR!! lol. i like who i am, so i definately wont be starting ovur. and not to worry, theyre not so lucky, im gunna raise hell for 'em over there. ok ( ... )

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shroomi January 9 2006, 23:37:32 UTC
heh, i like reading too ( ... )

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... anonymous January 11 2006, 22:53:07 UTC
vik i love u!!!...i havent been commenting on here b/c i've been bad by not remembering u had one...and right now i feel so out of your life it scares me so much now that ur telling us ur definately moving...u suck...(hold it together aly) ur gonna make me cry lol...just dont worry about ur advice "problem" b/c it isnt one..everytime I really really really talked to u (which has been SOOOO long ago by the way)u've always said the right words or just something that makes it all better...well thats defiantely the case for me b/c i dont kno who else youve given advice to but..w/ ur parents and everything if u seriously need to talk to an old friend im usually either sitting in front of the computer, staring at my phone, or trying to talk to u in school b/c of the awkwardness....ur mi hermano whether u like it or not u dont have a choice.. and siblings stick together..and im telling u right now whenever u move,god forbid, u better call me or write me or something cuz i'll track u down.....and we are so having a crew day very very soon b/c ( ... )

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Re: ... oblivious_ninja January 11 2006, 23:42:40 UTC
dont worry about it. it was a rant, and i was having an off day. appreciate the concern tho. i promise we will keep in touch

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uhh... anonymous January 11 2006, 22:53:49 UTC
heyo its ant...it seems u hav a lotta problems?...calls for an oe crew talk hang out thing where u kno, everything gets "all better"...but yah aly told me about this post so i had to check it out...shroomi ur right...vikash is way better than me...BUT CMON...i wont be on the streets!!! haha...anyways...but vikash...if u gotta talk just let me know, i actually thought u were in a real good mood when u were all happy in math class...evidently ur not...and evidently, i never knew u felt this way at all...uhh ttyl i guess...

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Re: uhh... oblivious_ninja January 11 2006, 23:38:14 UTC
yes, well i was happy, but its just that u have a bad day sometimes. about what i said about u, well, ive realized now its just jealousy. sry=[

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Re: uhh... oblivious_ninja January 11 2006, 23:38:39 UTC
jealous people r unworthy

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Re: uhh... anonymous January 12 2006, 01:40:35 UTC
(ant)w.e vik..idont know wat to saybut u think the oe crew get toegther sounds cool tho?

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*^* anonymous January 12 2006, 18:01:23 UTC
holy ####... this is drama to the extreme pplz!(jason by the way).
um, first off, vik it sux that u are moving to virginia but i will make u a promise ill TRY MY HARDEST to keep. ill come and visit u in virgina. my parents will probably let me after i do a billion chores and beg them, but it will 90% possibly work.. lol i hope u like that, thought it would cheer you up..man i still cant get over the fact that ur leaving. that is SO NOT FAIR! not to me but mostly to you since u have no say in the matter.
secondly.. i forgot what i was going to say...............................(4 minutes 21 seconcds later) oyea, drama. i cant really compare to this thing, so i wont try to fake it, but still this seems to be escalating big-time. thats all im going to say on the matter right now though.. vik talk to me later on aim
* latas'
`treeeeeeeeeee

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Re: *^* oblivious_ninja January 13 2006, 04:48:59 UTC
heh, thanks j, u always know just what to say. ill definately have my parents buy u a plane ticket once in a while =]

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