Comments | oblivious_ninja: not even my Nindo can save me here

oblivious_ninja

not even my Nindo can save me here

Aug 09, 2006 02:11

I give up. There it is, plain and in text. Why should i even try? I mean, no girl should ever have to put up with someone as...lame or as sad as me. Im fat, slow, a loser, stupid, and have no confidence. I sometimes insult others to make myself feel better about my own shortcomings. I even admit to being jealous and feeling angry at anyone better ( Read more... )

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anonymous August 9 2006, 23:00:13 UTC

one absolutly positive thing about all of this. your actually telling ppl, not bottling it up inside of you. good for you.
ill write more soon, sry im in a rush out the door.

oblivious_ninja August 10 2006, 15:51:15 UTC

mmaky

oblivious_ninja August 10 2006, 15:51:36 UTC

mmkay

anonymous August 9 2006, 23:01:03 UTC

one absolutly positive thing about all of this. your actually telling ppl, not bottling it up inside of you. good for you.
ill write more soon, sry im in a rush out the door.
jason

hi again anonymous August 19 2006, 03:09:24 UTC

i just thought you should know..that if your fat...im like a..whale? yeah i think thats it lol..

second id like you to know that your 16 (17 on oct 9th HA!) its highschool. you have 120 years until you die. live life long and don't give up for there are many experiences ahead of you good and bad. (some including me hehe). you can ignore this for my words might seem meaningless. don't go through eleventh grade thinking about what you currently dont have and want. right now academics are important and you have a lot of friends who care and love for you even in your darkest days. in my opinion and just my opinion, love is over rated. never been in it myself and right now i dont believe in it. personally i believe highschool love just doesnt work until its 10+ years later and your still with that person. but thats just what i believe

~Aly <3<3<3

(P.S yes i said you have 120 more years to live. no i was not kidding.)

Re: hi again oblivious_ninja August 20 2006, 02:19:42 UTC

my dear, you fail to understand the full extent of my "situation". "fat" would have been a better fate for me because at least you can lose "fat"...what i have been "blessed" with, i cannot be rid of and itll just haunt me for a very, VERY long time. but thanks for trying to understand anyways. i have not ever told you of why i am constantly posting these posts that express an uncontent live. ill let you know what its like. imagine that you were extremely ugly (like me), extremely flat chested (how very unlike me) and just had your uterus ripped out, destroying your ability to reproduce. imagine 7 (almost 8) years of living with that, and when u look ahead, it doesnt look any better. you dont feel like you are adequate, and dont think you're worth it because you've never been truly "accepted" by the opposite gender, and those of the same gender make fun of you. theres more, but who cares right?

Re: hi again anonymous August 21 2006, 02:00:52 UTC

um. friends care. (i.e me) and uhh i know you're thinking of more than friends but im a girl right? well i accept you. so you are now accepted by the opposite gender. dont have to reply to this just so you kno. you might get more frustrated.