I'm hoping i succeed in matchmaking -- other than that i really don't know how to help. I'm going through some really weird stuff myself that makes me oddly depressed.
But i know the meaning of pain in a different way..
i spent 3 years in a household where the limits were pushed, as someone once titled a song "GENKAI HARETSU" .. and the lyrics were said to have been that of an abusive relationship..
my grandmother and my father and i all in one household..
i spent how long with my family in a box trying to please others, trying to be what everyone else wanted me to be.. till i kinda finally just broke.
@_@. unfortuatnley for me break doesn't mean i get hospitalization cos of some mental disease. Nah, it just means i whine bitch and moan for about three years til i deal with it.
Nene hide. I understand how you feel, I really do. I know what it's like to be stuck in a predominately female body(you pass more as male then I do, believe me, and you are very lucky na, even if you don't think so), and I know how it is to be seperated from the people that you care about. I am sorry I haven't been able to answer the phone lately, I've been busy with school work and work-work, and right now I'm working on getting into a program that can get me home quicker than sitting through years of american college will.
Can I call you sometime?
Lemme know, because I understand what you're going through, perhaps a different side of a coin, but still -- please don't think you're alone in this.
i get on early AGAIN to see you and pimp more stuff about jenn -- and you're not on >3 ... Ah well, i gotta go in about 20 minutes anyways to go downtown and do some photo shoots for Uni-Q.
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But i know the meaning of pain in a different way..
i spent 3 years in a household where the limits were pushed, as someone once titled a song "GENKAI HARETSU" .. and the lyrics were said to have been that of an abusive relationship..
my grandmother and my father and i all in one household..
i spent how long with my family in a box trying to please others, trying to be what everyone else wanted me to be.. till i kinda finally just broke.
@_@. unfortuatnley for me break doesn't mean i get hospitalization cos of some mental disease. Nah, it just means i whine bitch and moan for about three years til i deal with it.
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Can I call you sometime?
Lemme know, because I understand what you're going through, perhaps a different side of a coin, but still -- please don't think you're alone in this.
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btw I'm at work right now till 9pm so maybe tomorrow would be good.
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Ja Ne.
>>; and smile damnit, or i'll whack you.
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