Comments | obliviousaspect: So I panicked.

obliviousaspect

So I panicked.

Nov 26, 2006 16:09

Last night as I was checking up on deleted acounts on myspace, I checked to see if Haley's page was still there. You know the one that had the picture of me and when you hover over it with the pointer that is says "My boyfriend, Hide :3" ?

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otakumentality November 27 2006, 20:26:38 UTC

*hug* oi...you are something to me...you're not nothing. I don't know what's wrong with her...I don't know how she could do what she did...I would never even think of doing what she did to you...what she's doing to you. She pisses me off.

scapula November 28 2006, 00:31:05 UTC

i had good right and reason to be stressed and worried about you today. I didn't want to say anything because i didn't want to stress you out more.

I wish i could fucking do something, but i'm stuck in this place-- that rains like england on a good day, and like missouri thunderstorms on a bad day. I wish to god i could get together a bunch of people we all could be together and do shit.

Forgetting the past is never a good idea. She did great things i'm sure while you were together, she made you happy. And while things have been all on the down side, you still see her smile and you still long for her. There is nothing that can change that -- and when you attempt to forget the past it attempts to come back and eat at you like a pair of blunt child scissors at a peice of cardboard.

It's alright to move on, just give it time -- it'll take a long time to heal the wounds that are there. Someday you'll realize that she's just another part of the past that makes your future. A future only you can decide.

I just wish i could be there.

pt 2. scapula November 28 2006, 00:34:24 UTC

if i wasn't so damn isolated here and still finishing a degree and finding a job, i'd help go out and pimp jpopress in the country it matters most. Trying to get a stupid country like new zealand to stop being revenge-ful of any other successful country is so ... grr annoying.

Again, lost-love and breakups take so much time to heal, and sometimes in the end we're not completley over the ones we truly did love. But in the end, we remember the things that brought us to now, the things that make us who we are..

and then we sit and smile blankly and blink confused at people and make people think we are nuts. Because we are. But that's ok, we'll all be nuts together.

I'm just getting used to the whole ' little brother like ' syndrome still lol --