Please don't read this if you don't feel like reading depressing shit. You have been warned ( Read more... )

I hate birthdays. Birthdays are the spawn of evil. Along with Valentine's day.

Happy fucking birthday to me.

My heart is breaking, but I am really ok. There is some sort of relief coming to me.

In some sort of way I wished he would have fought for us. In a way I am hurt, and in a way I am glad he let me go.

I just don't understand. I thought he would be the one to make me whole again. Make me happy. But he just dug the hole a bit deeper.

I had a really good night last night. It was filled with laughs, tarot, some realazations, and some conclusions ( Read more... )

I really need to get some. Motivation that is. Although I need some ass too, but I had my chance Sunday and blew him off. I just wasn't in the mood ( Read more... )

Well, my journal expires on the 11th, and right now I just don't have the extra cash to renew it. I will eventually but I have Mother's Day, three birthdays, a college graduation and life this week. I think May is one of the busiest months as far as other activities.

Other than that, I am very happy.

My baby won! Dale Jr. won the Crown Royal 400

I saw Elizabethtown a few weeks ago and thought it was really cute. I would love to either make a soundtrack of my life, or something like what Kirsten did for Orlando with the directions and cds ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD!!! I LOVE CHRIS!!!!

I want him to sing me to sleep at night!

I know its been a few weeks since I updated. I have been busy what with Kait becoming more active as she reaches four, work, and life in general ( Read more... )